The Princess on a Tiara

Liars!!

2011-07-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

Action always speak louder than words... I really don't like those ppl who can't keep their promise... Most of the time when people made their promise to me, most can't keep it..

Think i'm beginning to lose my patience and maybe i should start ignoring so that i would make myself feel better...

내가 정말 싫어!!

22April11

2011-04-24T13:02:00.003+08:00

We have went on our separate way with our hearts wishing each other well..

I really appreciate and grateful for the love and care that he had showered me throughout the years.. He really makes me feel like a princess.. :) Though the reason for breaking up was given but inside my heart, there's still doubt..

Been crying and not able to eat well, i know it gonna carry on for the next few days... Smile on my face, but heart aching at the same time... Really felt like part of me was gone but since there's really no chance for us to carry on, maybe the choice that I've made is the best...

Though he didn't make the decision, but through his words, it seems to be obvious that we are unable to carry on.. Maybe no matter how hard i beg, but again if my love has to be beg to continue, it is not love anymore.. Only pity...

I really wanna thank everyone specially my family for being there for me.. I know it's heart-aching for them to watch me cry but i really cannot help it.. 6.5 years of relationship and memories has just all become a past for me in a night.. Those promises and sweet-talk had also turned into a memory... I really cherished and believe everything he told me, every promise he made... He's so far the one i really trust and love with all my heart...

Seriously, truth is always hard to accept and I've been struggling till even now.. Everything really feels unreal for me.. I still yearn for him.. For his hug and kiss.. But it would never happen again..

Maybe i've been pampered too much by him that i'm really at loss without him.. He has been the one that i would confide everything, help me when i'm making decision, give me encouragement when i'm down.. He's the one who has been pulling me through the tough times.. Now I've to grow up and face everything on my own n I'm scare.. Without him, it's like i'm without an armour..

I'm still missing him every min, thinking what he is doing and how is he doing.. Is he doing well without me? I still wanna know everything about him.. Is hard for me to cry now.. Not only it makes everyone worry about me and i'm afraid that i cannot stop crying once i start..

I'm back

2011-04-19T12:19:00.002+08:00

Wow.. i didn't realise it's been near 2 years since i've blogged..

Decided to blog again coz some heartache thing happened last night and i need a place to write my shit.. hahahaha..

Mmm.. How does it feels like when you think you have no control over ur own relationship? Tt's how i felt about my r/s now.. I duno y.. Though i've been assured again n again, nothing will happen.. But the security level in my heart dropped... Sometimes i wanna act tough, but i actually pretty weak.. All i do is just keep crying n crying.. I duno how to react, duno what to say... :) I'm just a bapo..

Now.. change of topic.. Since it's been soo long tt I've blogged, i must update myself a bit on what I've done so far..

I think I'm pretty satisfied with myself from last year till now..

- I've finally attended Korean class which i always wanted to

- Done some baking at home

- Bought myself a PINK luggage

- Went Hong Kong w family, w/o my parents :D

- Went Taiwan with PI peeps

- Watch alot of DRAMAs.. Hahahahaha..

- Went airport to see my idol alone ( srsly i NV think tt i would do something like tt)

- Went to KHJ fan meeting!!! ( I was mad excited n happy)

- Went Malacca w family

- How could i forget.. I KNOW HOW TO SWIM LIAO!!!!!! LOL!!! though not prefect lah but at least i not scare of water now.. hahaha..

- N also went to tried skating though will keep falling down.. BUT SOON I'll master it... :)

- Almost forgot.. I tried going gym, though i like but too ex liao.. BUT i'm now learning kickboxing.. hehehehe.. hope can really master so i will kick n punch the face of whoever bully me.. WAHAHAHAHAHHAA...

Hehehehehe.. really happy with myself leh for trying all the stuffs that I've been wanting but not able to do for the past.. For this year, i hope to learn more stuff n earn more money!!! Hopefully got chance to change job!!!

I pray for my days to get better.. NO MORE TEARS n ONLY LAUGHTER.. :)

Falling slowly

2009-08-31T08:09:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously like falling in love with this song, though dear dear said that it's quite of slow.. BUT i still like.. haha...

Falling slowly

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

town!!

2009-08-10T17:52:00.000+08:00

Woke up early this morning coz need to go 'bai' my grandma.. Sometime, i feel that even though she's gone but she is always there in our heart... :)

Mr Chia finally WILLING to bought mi to town after i dun even bother to nag him to bring mi to town... Haha.. Need to go daiso so he bought mi to the one at P.S... Got several mini baskets to put my accessories and other ling ling long long in to make my room more organise.. haha... My room seems to be getting more and more messy.. haha..

Daddy brought a study table for my sis which is bigger and longer but not nicer.. HAHA... So the one that my sis had ended up in my room and i'm super willing to have it in my room coz i have been wanting one so i can put my laptop on it...

Back home early today coz wanna be a gd gal to accompany my daddy & sis for dinner, BUT THEN end up my daddy went out and 'feng sao' with his frenz... -.-

Been diligently saving up recently and feels gd when i see i have more n more saving.. HAHA.. Hopefully, i can save up enough to buy a DSLR at the end of this yr and for the TAIWAN trip nx yr... Been like always thinking of it and i seriously can't wait to go there... HAHAHA... duno go there 1 week enough anot.. haha..

My dearest meh meh's mum had been hospitalisation yest and i'm hope she will be fine soon.. Quite sorry that i can't go visit her in hospital coz my grandma just passed away so i think it's like not gd to her if i go visit her.. But i go visit her once the 49 days is over....

feelings

2009-08-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

It had been pretty long since i touch my blog.. byaney (sorry in korean).. haha... i'm soo into korean stuff now after i start to watch WGM & BOF.. I'm soo totally into Kim Hyun Joong who act as Yoon Ji Hoo in BOF.. Soo soo into it till i neglected my blog...*oops*

Been awhile since grandma passed away on 28July09... Although we seem to have been prepared for it, somehow i still can't seems to really get over it... Nearly cried that day when i saw the word ' grandmother' while teaching my student... She's the person that had been taking care of mi since i'm like 2 yrs old... The one that bought mi breakfast everyday, take care of mi when i'm sick, cook mi lots of delicious food.. The one that would bring mi to the small stall at the void deck of my block to buy ice cream... i can still remember how her hands feel like, though it's a lil wrinkled due to her age but it has always been warm...

I had been holding her hands a few times when she's in hospital coz i scare that i dun have chance to hold it anymore and i'm scare that i would forgot the feeling of holding her hands...

I know it's stupid to say that i should treat her better when she's around but i really thought that i should treat her better.. I havent got the chance to treat her to a meal or buy her something nice when i got my job... But i'm glad that she can finally be with my grandfather in another world after being separated for 30- 40 years.. We also gotten her a new giant mansion, maids and car with chauffeur so she can live in luxury with my grandfather... Haha.. We can't afford to let her live in luxury when she's around, so we try to give her the best in another world coz it's more affordable.. haha...

I really miss her but it's time to let her go rather than seeing her suffer... :) i love u grandma...

sorry...

2009-05-16T17:09:00.002+08:00

Had neglected my blog a lil too much i guess, so i'm back for update again... haha...

Been pretty much lazy to update coz i'm totally been too in Facebook Bejeweled... Been playing it every single time i on my lappy.. haha.. SO BAD...

Been busy counting down to Thailand trip everyday and finally it's REAL soon to the trip... Another 6 more days and off we go.. This is my first time going oversea with frenz other than Tioman that time... And we are going there in a pretty big grp of 13 ppl... haha... i duno how are we going to shop and everything and i know that things will turn out JUST fine.. haha... Seriously i hope no too much of disagreement in idea and guys just pretty much have to give in to the gals when it comes to shopping so that things can work... haha...

Will be meeting the guys to discuss about the trip.. actually i duno what are we going to discuss but bcoz it's our first trip tgt so i guess that should just do a meetup.. haha.. I havent went to take the flu vaccination... Was suppose to go yesterday but i rem it too late so didn't go... maybe i'm gonna do it tml or monday... Not sure whether is it necessary to take but i'm scare to fall sick during trip again.. Coz i do fall sick during my past few oversea trip..

The AI's willl be meeting up tomorrow for shopping coz our dear meh meh been complaining that got no clothes to wear... This make mi fill with question marks coz meh always had the most number of clothes among us.. and now she is telling us she no clothes to wear so i suan her say that if she got no clothes to wear den it means i only wear leaves to cover myself everyday... Anyway she has say that she will be going to snatch pretty clothes tml so i'm probably will be doing the same coz i dun have much clothes to wear to office...

Mr Chia been getting lazier to bring mi out for shopping and that give mi a gd reason to wack him.. haha... just let him wait and see... haha... Ok... I'm gonna go bejeweled a lil then i gonna prepare for driving lesson... Test date is on 24Jun09 and this makes mi pretty nervous... *pray hard* haha...

Enjoy..

2009-04-12T22:45:00.003+08:00

Been enjoying my weekends to the max this week.. Quite happening also.. haha...

Met up with my Humps gal on thur night at Lido TCC for dinner... After all the catching-up and laughter, was the pic taking session...

Mi feel so glad to catch up with them and i believe each session do bond us closer tgt... Been happy to know that everyone's been doing great now.. Hope things will get better for them & MI...

Fri was a slacking day, but went over to my ah gong house for the whole afternoon and ta bao food home for dinner...

Sat was the more happening one.. Haha.. Meet up with Andy & deborah at Hougang interchange after my driving lesson.. Then head down to Carynn's crib for gathering & mahjong...

Had my virgin try of playing Taboo tt day and i think i got addicted to it.. Even though i'm a lil dumb in describing the word whenever my turn.. Had i think the guys had a gd laugh at me whenever it's my turn.. So bad... haha... It seems like a never-bored game for that day coz we start playing the game from around 5pm to 11pm but with small break in between.. haha...

I so wanna get a set of Taboo for myself and start playing with the peeps around mi.. haha...

Sun.. Skip the boring details for the morning session.. Met up with the PI gang at 6 plus and went walk around while waiting for our place for Swensens for the secret bdae celebration for Regina.. It's a advance celebration for her coz her actual bdae is on 13APril09...

Everyone just happily diverting her attention by asking her to choose the desserts she want, while we get the staffs to prepare the cake for her... Haha.. She totally blur when she saw the cake & us singing bdae song.. *caught her by surprise* haha..

Anyway.. Happy birthday to my br3east frenz, REGINA.. Luv ya...

miss him

2009-04-07T19:14:00.004+08:00

Ok.. i'm now at junius chia house accompanying mr max cha...

I miss junius chia alot the moment i step into his house.. haha.. arg.. mr chia when are u coming back??? haha...

Feel so tired the whole day, shall cab home when jerry chia reach home.. haha.. Then claim cab fare from junius chia.. haha.. Has yet manage to get any chance to have any long chat with him... I hate time differences... haha...

Gonna bring mr max chia down for walk liao, he's been bugging mi.. haha...

off he go...

2009-04-06T19:48:00.005+08:00

My schedule been pretty pack last weekend... Coz Dear is flying off on Sun morning, so we've been busy going town to grab the stuffs he need...

Met up with dear after work on Fri and headed down to Pasir Ris to collect my Choco polaroid instant camera from blogger... Then we head down to Ikea Tampines for dinner and back to amk hub to grab the toiletries for dear and to get the polaroid film for me... It's been so damn rush coz all the shops are closing and we nearly didnt get my film... haha...

Then we head home to rest and to pick jerry to meet the rest for Fast & Furious 4... Haha... i think it's a gd show man & i watch it twice (another time with my cousin on sun)... haha... Went for supper (dim sum) at Geylang.. I think someone need to invent a mini car tracking for nesh, so he wouldn't need to spend almost 20 mins looking for his car at MS carpark... haha...

Reach dear home at 3 plus am which means panda eyes the next day.. haha... Actually i wanna wake up at 9am to watch tv but i didn't manage to do so... too tired already.. haha..

Bought Max out for lunch and play session at pierce reservoir... I think it make mi n max tired out totally... I know i'm weak... haha... Then we went back home to rest before heading back to town again to buy stuffs that dear left out... And was home to pack his bag and waited for time to go airport at 3.30am on sun morning...

*ps : thx nesh & jon to accompany mi to send dear off...

To regina & eileen : i didn't cry at airport, i just teared a lil when i reach home... haha... *useless bum* Hey, u two better come back fast to accompany mi... If not, i send max go bite u girls... haha....

Ok.. Back home to slp after sending dear off at 6am and woke up at 9 am coz my parents wan me to have breakfast... Plan to fall back to slp, but my house too happening for mi to slp... And i didn't have enff time coz i meeting my cousins at 12noon...

Finally have a cousins outing sessions and i really had a gd time and pretty enjoy myself... haha... Went to bowl, catch Fast & Furious 4 AGAIN then was steamboat...

I'm so happy that i've finally settle the air tickets for thailand trip... I shall be booking the hotels soon after everyone give me the money... haha.. But i do hope to seek co-operation from everyone coz we are going in a real big grp of 13 people... haha... I can't wait for the trip, sure damn alot of happening stuff one loh... haha...

I can't wait for dear to come back to Singapore with all the presentS for mi... haha...

dumb dumb hair

2009-03-23T22:35:00.003+08:00

I've MADE A WRONG DECISION yesterday... I've should have stick back to the salon i used to go for the haircut... So it's my retribution that i've now got REAL dumb dumb haircut on mi... ARG!!!!!!! I hope my hair grow 1cm every hour.. haha... *damn wishful hope i know* Hais...

Hoho.. I've order my 'always-wanted' POLAROID camera last fri... Hopefully the stock come in fast in less than 2 weeks time... Can't wait to hold the CHOCOLATE polaroid in my hand... Haha...

Mmm... nearly tear this morning.. I duno why.. haha... Suddenly think of dear going LA next week and it makes mi feel so uneasy.. Thinking of how much am i gonna miss him makes mi emo this morning... I hope i can survive well without dear by my side... I know i have to be independent without him ard and i'll learn how to do it.. I know...

BUT actually i dun have much to worry, i have lots of frenz, shows i wanna watch & lots of comics i have yet read and other stuffs.... Soo it seems like my life is actually pretty occupied though dear not around... haha... I shall keeep myself busy while waiting for the gifts he'll be getting mi from LA... I'm soon gonna write him a shopping list.. HAHAHAHA....

Feeling sick

2009-03-22T00:37:00.002+08:00

I hate to get sick coz my body always had a hard time to recover from normal cough or flu.. Been having sore throat and cough since Mon and it only get worse each day... Hate It... Been having bad sore throat till i almost lost my voice... Headache has always been visiting mi on and off this few days...

I hope all this flu & cough will go away immediately once i wake up tml or AT LEAST GET BETTER & NOT WORSE...

learning car

2009-03-17T23:40:00.003+08:00

Yours truly FINALLY start to learn car today... It was fun and i'm looking forward to my next lesson on this coming fri... :)

I'm wanna faster learn then i can drive dear around.. haha...

His Needs, Her Need

2009-03-14T12:30:00.002+08:00

Okie... i copy this from Ai's blog which in turn she actually copy this from weiling's blog.. haha... Anyway.. Gd things are meant to be shared... So pass on... haha...

PS. Credit goes to http://mrssuperman.wordpress.com/

Pastor’s sermon over the 3 weekends was great! His sermon was based on a book “HIS NEEDs, HER NEEDs” which i had finished reading 8 months ago. Somehow, with Pastor’s preaching and the drama team, it makes the understanding so much easier.

5 TOP NEEDs of WOMAN:

1. Affection

2. Conversation

3. Openness and Honesty

4. Financial Support

5. Family Commitment

5 TOP NEEDs of MAN:

1. Sexual Fulfillment

2. Recreational Companion

3. Attractive Spouse

4. Domestic Support

5. Admiration

Like what Pastor mentioned, some of the needs seem very trivial, but to the one who needs them, it’s something important. Many relationships, be it married or dating couple, broke down because of the lack of knowledge of their partner needs. In the end their other half can only get it from somebody else outside.

This is where the concept of LOVE BANK comes in. Everybody will open an account when you interact with him/her. When every couple starts courting, they will try their best to present themselves and compromises, in the end a lot of love units are deposited. Somehow as times goes by, the spark and excitement dies off, especially when both parties make no effort to keep it going.

I read another book that says Habit is behavioral patterns that become automatic and almost effortless when repeated often enough. After getting together for long, we should know what are the habits that will make deposit or withdrawal. Therefore, it’s very important to kick off those habits that make withdrawal and form those which deposit.

I think it’s really a very good sermon especially for those who have been together for a while, be it courting or married. It’s like a knowledge placed in us which we can used for life, i don’t believe in honeymoon period, the sweetness and love should be for eternal.

GETaway

2009-03-11T21:28:00.002+08:00

Counting down to 25 more days... Been feeling lil uneasy everytime i remind myself that dear will not be by my side for freaking 3 WEEKS.... Never been away from each other that long, even when he got enlisted... It's OKIE coz i've got all my dearest frenz ard to accompany MI... hahaha..

I shall keep myself busy busy busy for the whole damn 3 weeks with oversea trip planning, shopping, exercise and bla bla bla...

Been freaking excited & busy the whole day looking at website on booking budget flight tix & hotels booking... Self-booking is so damn cheap... I could just get away to Thailand with just $300 for 3D2N... Alright... I'm soo looking forward to May...

PS. Eileen, dun worry... We'll definitely be going Thailand tgt for shopping okie??? haha...

To who u know u are : I want a lil more attention!!! I know i'm demanding but i wan more time from u accompanying mi & not mi watching u SLP... Will be deeply appreciate if u can satisfy this 'want'...

tired....

2009-03-08T22:25:00.004+08:00

I'M SOOO TIRED TODAY...

Met up with eileen & regina at amk, then dear drove us over to Chomp Chomp for dinner.. Met Jon over there and we start our big feast... haha.. We had fried carrot cake, hokkien mee, chicken wings, gong gong, stingray, sotong, popiah... Eat till all tum tum big big... haha...

After that, dear ~~force~~ suggest us to watch SHUTTER last night and tt show also scare the hell out of mi & gina... Haha... Been watching the show with 9/10 of my face behind the cushion... HAHAHA... i know i'm timid... BUT i really scare siaz coz tt gal in the movie look so damn gross loh... Then we also take turn to play the wii rock band game.. Really quite fun with alot of ppl playing tgt... Been laughing & teasing each other lots... haha... All this end at 3AM and off we went to send them home... Reach back dear hse at 3.30, play a lil wii rock band game with nesh and went to sleep...

Woke up at 8.45AM today to get ready to watch dear soccer match... It's such a damn hot & sunny morning... I keep telling regina that she could eat me if she's hungry coz i'm cooked by the sun... haha... After match, we went to Sembawang Shopping centre for lunch... I suggest u guys can take a walk over there when free... It's quite nicely build now and had quite alot of shop worth to look at...

Had Green tea ice w red bean & dumpling after lunch at MOF... Share it with regina & eileen... But a lil disappointed with it coz the red bean a lil too sweet... haha... Then the 3 happily frenz went to shop ard at Daiso, with eileen doing crazy stuffs entertaining mi & regina... haha... Then went over to ben hse coz we was hoping him to drive us over to meet the rest at amk hub for movie... haha..

Watch 'Push' and the after comment is 'watch when u really got free time'.. coz the show is pretty draggy till regina & eileen fell asleep in between the show... haha... But the ending was pretty much nicer...

I so hate april09 coz dear would be away for almost the whole month... i'm gonna miss him like crazy & maybe cry like a baby when he's on his flight there... Dear frenz... Please date mi out every weekend... Deeply appreciate...

Alright... I'm sooo looking forward to this coming tue driving lesson... duno instructors nice anot... hais... Been wondering duno whether to learn manual or auto... BUT since i've already made the decision to learn auto.. i think i should just stick with my decision ba.. HAHAHAHA...

I SOOOO WANNNA A CHOCOLATE POLAROID....

Dilemma

2009-03-03T19:54:00.003+08:00

My dear dear will be Los Angeles from 06April09 - 27April09.. For exactly 3 weeks... :( I'm gonna be miss him super badly... I so can't imagine my life without dear dear by my side, cannot see him as and when i like... BUT i have to be strong!! I'll survive..

I hope that 3 weeks will pass in a blink of eyes...

I need to earn more money... Wanna faster learn car and get license fast.. haha...

I SOOO wan dear to be by my side every min every sec...

tummy ache

2009-02-18T13:28:00.004+08:00

Been having stomachache & diarrhea for the past 2 days till today, i've finally give up... Hahaha... Early in the morning, stomachache till awake... Sianz... haha...

I better be fine tml coz i'm going SHOPPING with regina.. If *touch wood* still not fine by tomorrow, den have to put on diaper liao loh... haha...

I wan my tummy to be fine NOW!!! hais...

random random

2009-02-12T22:47:00.003+08:00

Random random..

Haha... Mmm... just feel like updating my blog so this post would be quite random.. haha...

Been seeing my colleague (Sandy) eating strawberry bread this few days and this make mi feel sooo gian... haha... SOOOOO... Head down to NTUC after my dinner at Subway to get bread and strawberry jam.. Hehe...

But before i reach NTUC, i pass by the yummy yummy ice cream stall... It's called the WhYougart, located at Thomson Plaza... The strawberry ice cream taste so so nice and surprisingly it's Sugar Free...

Next, mi n dear head down to Bishan J8 to fetch his parents and to shop around... Bought the my oh-so-love milk body lotion from face shop... haha... I soo love the milky feeling n smell... I think i'm in love with milk... haha...

Then back to dear house to play a lil of Wii to slim down... haha... Alright.. enff of update... Need to go pom pom and sleep liao... :)

happy birthday to mi...

2009-02-10T22:49:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to MI!!!

First of all, i wanna thx all my family & frenz for all the birthday wishes & present... Next, i wanna thx NSPC for the BIG bdae card and the ang bao... :) I think i've got the most bdae wishes this year, really appreciate all my frenz that remember my bdae...

Had a very simple cake cutting at home with my family n Dear to celebrate my bdae... Mmm... Dun seems to have much bdae mood this year, maybe bcoz i'm getting older... Haha... I really hope things will be getting better in every single way for mi...

confuse...

2009-02-09T22:00:00.003+08:00

I've been a lil confuse right now... Wanna think straight with my mind but got interrupt by my heart... Been told that i've been too forgiving and generous, but someone dun think so...

I know i should be understanding n sensible to understand n trust someone but my heart just dun feel good... Maybe it's a lil difficult for 2 persons to compromise with each other... Both feel like a victim but none really spoke out...

Area that i used to occupy seems getting a lil lesser or maybe i've been a lil too much to tolerate... I duno how to put all these words across as i'm afraid to say something bad n hurtful...

Negative ions been surrounding mi recently, can someone pls bring mi lots of positive ions to stay cheerful always...

Am i right or wrong? Can someone justify for mi? Or am i being too sensitive? i need to cool down a lil i guess... Need a lil time to adjust my mind..

Alright... let's tok about something else... My cousin had just fly to Australia to study last sat so we've went to send him off at Changi Airport T3...

I've just realise mi n my sis look quite alike.. haha...

Meet up with my luv today at cwp and had my favourite grilled Salmon from ichiban for dinner... Then they give mi a very creative present that i could never think of.... GYM BALL... Coz they hope that to strike out the 'Slim tum tum' from my wishlist... haha...

I LOVE U GALS... I want u gals to be my bestie for LIFE... haha... Muacks

miss

2009-02-03T20:49:00.003+08:00

Mood : Missing someone

I so miss him.. haha... Miss his hug... Hope he can knock off and appear in front of me like right now!! *pouts* haha...

I seriously need ALOT ALOT of pretty pretty clothes... haha... DEAR DEAR i need to go shopping...

I wanna dye my hair pretty pretty... I always wanna do so so many things... haha...

i love u

2009-02-02T18:59:00.003+08:00

I LOVE JUNIUS CHIA...

I'm so glad that i've got dear... Someone who has always been understanding, forgiving and loves mi dearly... :)

I'm sorry that i've been unreasonable and no confidence towards myself.. Sometimes things has been a lil hard for mi to digest and i understand comparison kills mi.. So i'll try to change a lil on my thinking ok? *promise

You will always be precious and dearly to mi... Though i might say hurtful words to u but i really still love u the most... I'm not good at words like u so i'm sorry that u might have to tolerate mi a lil during bad times.. :) But no matter how bad our quarrel might be or how much we hurt each other, i still want to be with u and love u till the end... I want us to be together as long as we live... :)

wan some big money

2009-01-31T23:30:00.003+08:00

A lil of self-reflection been done.. Am trying to buck up a lil for my life... :)

To my frenz :

I'll be fine... Thx for concern...

I need to win some big money SERIOUSLY!!! haha... Been not winning but also didn't lose much during this cny... BUT CANNOT i need to win some money to buy bdae present for myself.. haha...

Attn to Jon James : I WAN WIN MY MONEY BACK... so poker & blackjack again next week how?? haha...

sux

2009-01-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

MOOD : SUX

I Feel :

shallow
sux
inferior
nothing
FAT

I hate myself for being nothing... Becoming Ms No-thing... I love to hang out with my frenz, but everytime when i hang up with them, i'll start to realize how inferior and ignorant i am...

I'm not the miss happy-go-luckily, often i feel lost... duno who to tok to, afraid of being look down and making others feel despised mi...

I'm bad at :

appearance
brain
being a gd girlfriend

Maybe having frenz that are much fortunate than mi, makes mi feel even lousier...

I'm sorry to have such a depressing post.. I love my dear n frenz but i just hate myself... Pardon my pea brain & lousy character....

I know dear will be angry when you saw this post but i just need a place to say this out... sorry...

moody

2009-01-15T20:18:00.003+08:00

Mood : BAD

I'm so a lil moody now... Jealousy, regrets , lost, unreasonable been filling mi up these few days... Hate it...

Been wanting so much and getting so little, doing so little... i sound so emo my god...

Mmm.. my bdae is coming again... i wonder how many ppl remember and celebrate with mi... I'm still can't get over a lil that i didn't celebrate my 21st bdae... I WAN MANY MANY PRESENTS!!! *pouts*

I want to go sing, so long never sing my heart plus lungs out..

i hope we can compromise each other more...

christmas

2008-12-29T21:08:00.002+08:00

I'm here for update again... Shall just briefly update whatever i remember...

Watch YES Man on christmas eve and i highly recommend everyone to watch... haha... It's freaking crazy and funny show lah... haha...

Then we went to Singapore Science Centre on Christmas day and surprisingly there are freaking lots of ppl visiting the Science Centre... Had a fun time playing ard, looking at the interesting exhibits...

Attend the company christmas party and went singing after tat with my colleague the next day.. My colleagues are a bunch of crazy fellows, really make mi laugh till my tum tum nearly cramp siaz... Had a few crazy shot...

I wan faster go learn car and also go dye my hair... Stay tune for my new hair colour.... haha...

life is vunerable

2008-12-20T00:31:00.002+08:00

He had left... Sudden but peacefully...

I know he will be watching us from above... Everyone of us... Protecting us from any harm...

I'm sure he want us to stay strong and cheerful the same way when he's ard... He had been bringing us lots of laughter when he's ard... Now maybe it's our turn to be like him to bring the laughter to the people ard us...

I think the only regret is that god did not give us time to bid u goodbye.. Did not let u leave down any last word before leaving us.. Though there's no last word, what u have done left a good lesson for us to learn... Your generous, your kindness are the things that u have left for us... No matter what, you will always be inside our heart...

RIP

2008-12-17T23:25:00.004+08:00

Been really tied up with lotsa stuffs recently... So sure briefly update on all that i could rem...

Alright... I've finally done it... I've finally PERM my hair.. Been indecisive on my hairstyle but finally perm it on 10Dec08. Result is not as bad as i think... Dear quite like my new hairstyle...

Went for FB production on 13Dec08 and really wanna give them a big big clap... I feel that it is so easy to put up such a big production esp it's the first time FB held such a big event and under so much budget constraits... Idea for each dance is good and the most touching part is when they show all the pic and it really bring up alot of my memory... Really miss the times in Poly whereby we will hang out in dance studio or blk E, either inside those room or at the forum dancing and keep switching on the fans on the wall... haha...

After the production, we head back to Dear house to change for zoukout... Reach there around 11 plus and was hanging ard, dancing around till 645am... I seriously didn't expected myself to tahan till so 'early'.. Quite happening event... Seeing lots of ppl wearing bikini walking pass mi and make mi realise that i'm wearing 'alot' over there... haha... Seeing ppl fainting and puking... I really think that no matter how u go crazy, must really keep ur images... hahaha... I'm like fully drained and almost dun feel like getting up from dear car... BUT i may still consider going Zoukout 2009... haha...

Mmm... My mum told mi a freaking bad news early in the morning on 15Dec08.. My uncle has pass way in the middle of the night... the saddest thing is that he was suppose to discharge from hospital on 15Dec08... After hearing the news, my memory seems to flashed back to last week when i just went to hospital to visit him... Everything really happen very sudden... Tears can't seems to hold back when i reach office.. Doesn't seems to be able to control my emotions and tears... Really glad to have very nice colleague ard consoling mi.. Esp SQ telling mi to jia you, i'm really really touched by that 2 words...

Stop talking about the unhappy stuffs.. ok... My dearest aiai had send mi a very sweet and pretty card.. I'm soo happy and touched by her thoughtfulness... Not like that meh meh... :) haha... AI.. really glad to have u ard.. luv ya.. :)

LONGCHAMP bag

2008-12-07T17:39:00.003+08:00

Attended Daniel & Charis wedding yesterday.. It's my first time going to church and first time attending church wedding... *shy* Mmm.. Everything almost the same as from what u saw in tv show.. haha... 1 word.. ROMANTIC... Too bad, mi n dear not christian.. cannot have church wedding... :( Duno why i feel that you can feel more blessing in church wedding compare to those normal chinese wedding dinner... Maybe bcoz chinese wedding dinner, the guest's focus is more on what food that they are having.. haha...

Okie... It's my 2nd time tearing during wedding ceremony...Luckily only dear know, but now u guys all know liao le.. haha...Can't help to tear when the couple take vows in front of everyone.. Really feel very touched to see people making promise to stay with each other till they die... Love is the greatest thing on earth... :)

After the wedding, i also feel loved coz Dear finally got mi the long await LongChamp bag... Wooh Wooh~~ It's been quite sometime since i strikeout the thing in my wishlist... Duno when will it ALL be strikeout... *hinting SOMEONE* haha... But i'm happy with my new BLACK LongChamp bag.. Though it's simple, I LIKE... haha...

healthy lifestyle

2008-11-25T21:44:00.003+08:00

Have been quite active for the past 2 weeks... Been playing badminton and bowling and everyone seems to be addicted to it... Esp badminton... Most of them been pestering Dear for game... But AMAZINGLY, the badminton courts in Singapore is so freaking difficulty to book... Everyone seems to be fully booked for almost everyday...:( Sadded... haha...

I wan to start saving up for my driving lessons, Bangkok trip & Hong Kong/Taiwan trip.. haha.. Can't wait for the Bangkok trip with Nesh, Jon they all...

sad news

2008-11-13T22:46:00.005+08:00

Happen to pass by the living room and saw this sad news from a Taiwan News Channel.. The 2nd runner-up for Million Star 3 (黎礎寧) just passed away last night... She attempted commit suicide by burning charcoal in her car... There's rumors saying that the reason for her to commit suicide is due to failure in relationship... And i seriously think that it should be the last reason to commit suicide in this world...

I've been through the heart-breaking part and always been through the time when i was thinking of hurting myself... I'm glad that i'm hum enough to not hurt myself if not i will be regretting and slapping myself now.. Coz i always believe that human is born to be individual and nobody is suppose to say that they can't live without anybody bcoz as time goes by that 'nobody' will DEFINITELY find another somebody who worth to be with...

I know it ain't easy to forget someone in a 'finger-snapping' time... There will definitely be the down time but as long as you manage to pull it through, you will definitely see much more things and be a happier person.. Everyone can't just stay there in the same spot, they must find their way to make themselves HAPPIER... I really think people should become happier each and everyday... I may not achieve anything great in my life but at least I'm HAPPY... haha...

Ok... Post has become kinda random but really just feel like saying all this thing when i see somebody do silly thing bcoz of relationship... You may do silly things for relationship but provided that it does not hurt yourself or anyone else...

I really feel it's such a pity that this 24 years old 'i would consider her as a singer' who i think has a great future in the singing career to just end herself like this... I think the most sad part is when her dad dun bear to leave away from her car... The place she died.. I hope that anyone who plan to kill him/herself, kindly think of your family & frenz before making any silly decision...

Alright.. Lastly, i've attach one of her performance which i like most among those that i've watched so far.. She's e gal with the short hair... Enjoy the video..

falling sick

2008-11-10T17:37:00.004+08:00

Been feeling unwell since yesterday morning... Got a sudden cold & mens cramp... Uncomfortable * 2... Been feeling super weak yesterday and all i can remember is i keep sleeping and waking up in between... My whole body energy seems to be suck away... haha... Didn't really eat much for the whole of yesterday...

Haha... Thx dear dear for coming to accompany mi throughout the night, then still buy mi nice nice butter cookies and my F~avourite honey gold cereal.. *grin*

Actually wanna to go work today and i 'TOT' that i was feeling better... But who know i feel worse after bathing... So i fell aslp again coz my body feel weak again... Then who know i think my body too heaty liao, can't really move ard as my whole body is aching like i've run 2.4km*2... Only manage to force myself to get up from bed coz i needa see a doc... After seeing doc, yiren came over and meet mi for lunch coz i'm alone at home... Chat a lil with him while eating my porridge.. haha... feel so gd to tok crap with him again coz since he left the company, it's been very long since i got chance to crap with him... haha... Anyway, will be meeting him on this coming wed.. :)

Alright... Update a lil for past few days...

FRI (07Nov08)

Met up with dear for dinner and head back MY home to watch 'HOT SHOT'... haha... Then he went home to pick up jerry and the rest then came to pick mi up... So ALL of us, 6 to be exact. squeeze inside dear's car and make our way to The Chervon to bowl... Meet Ben there and we bowl till near 3am... When i tot we will be heading home happily, I WAS WRONG... They went to pick up Wynne and went for supper... Mi n Nesh like TOTALLY knock out in dear's car then end up kana drag to eat supper.... Finally supper over, Dear wanna go over to Ben's place to 'chill'.. >.

So went over to Ben's place to see his 2 cute cute Chinchillas till i really buai tahan den i pester dear that i wanna go home... So he finally willing to bring mi back home to slp... When we reach back his place, it was like 6am in the morning...

Sat (08Nov08)

So we knock out alll the way till noon when his mum keep pestering him to go for breakfast... After breakfast, we send his mum to IKEA... Went back to his place at 2 plus and continue to slp till 7 plus pm before we go Swensens for dinner... haha.. WE are SO going Swensens... Had a filling dinner then we head home immediately coz Ben they all are going over his place to watch soccer...

So they watch their soccer and i went to his room to 'youtube'... HAHAHA... So i slack over his place till 12am then i took a cab home...

Ok... After updating, i found out that we didn't do anything much over the weekend... *pouts* I wanna complain Mr Chia.... haha... Hope everything will be fine for mi... *pray*

tioman

2008-11-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

*waves* I'm FINALLY back for updates... haha...

Sorry for missing in action for so freaking long... haha... Mmm... Dun seems to remember much on what has been happening for the past few days... The most vivid memory i think should be Tioman trip ba... Coz it's so hell lots of fun for that short 3 days trips... haha...

Took leave on 24Oct08, went for singing and shopping with dear... After that was home for dinner and to pack bag for the Tioman trip... Reach Dear's house at around 10plus, then pick up Jerry Chia to meet rest of the gang to bowl... We bowl till like 3am then reach home at 4am, and we need to wake up at 5am.. Total maddness loh... haha...

Journey to the ferry terminal and Tioman is seriously so torturing... Sit bus sit till my whole body pain, then sit ferry till i feel giddy.. haha.. *faints*

I'm soo happy with our resort.. It's soo nice... haha... Then was a lil volleyball game and went snorkeling... The only thing that i need to grumble about is there's SOO MANY CATS & INSECTS around... I also can't have a good meal coz of the cats moving around near my seat... *ARG!!*

2nd day was snorkeling all the way... 1st time in my life that i've EVER swim so much and 1st time wear bikini ONLY... haha.. *shy* I was so surprise when the first time i went into water, the fishes just seems to appear like right in front of mi.. haha... Then we bought alot of bread to feed fishes... Mr Chia & his frenz Mr CH did a very bad thing to mi.. They throw pieces of bread on mi when i was in sea, the fishes just swim towards mi like mad to snatch for the food... But after that i've got my revenge coz i did the same thing to Mr Chia.. haha...

Everyone was totally tired out after the snorkeling trip and all fell aslp after bath till dinnertime... The night was super fun due to all the dice games & the crazy dance move by Jon & Dear.. haha...

All started to miss Tioman in the morning as we are leaving the place in few hours time... haha... Had the Ramily's burger and their ice kachang & iceball... Iceball makes mi feel soo oldies... haha...

Will be going for movie with dear after work tml... Shall slp soon, if not tml work feel like slping again.. haha...

10 Promises to Pinko

2008-10-22T18:10:00.002+08:00

10 promises to my Pinko

1. I'll listen patiently to what you need to say
2. I'll trust you. Always be on your side.
3. I'll be there to make you happy.
4. Never will forget about your feelings.
5. Never to quarrel.
6. Never to disobey you.
7. You mean the world to me.
8. Best friends, best mate. Even when we're old.
9. We'll only live this long. Make every moment count between us.
10. Never will forget our time together. When your time comes, i will be by your side. Always and forever.

Love,
Junius

Quick update

2008-10-14T23:34:00.002+08:00

Alright.. Just do a quick update before i go to bed...

09Oct08

Sad... Junius chia bluff mi, say bring mi go Sentosa den i happily wear shorts n tank top to meet him... BUT when i saw him, he was wearing jeans n t-shirt then say he thought of going to town and WITHOUT telling mi... And of cos i won't wear my shorts n tank to town, SOOO he drive mi home to change... So we finally catch Eagle eye, didn't really like the ending...BUT it's a movie that is recommend to watch at this time coz there don't seems to have other nicer movie recently... Alright, after movie we went Cineleisure to have SUBWAY and i think we both love to eat SUBWAY coz it's healthy and LESS fattening... haha... Then we went to Singapore Philatelic Museum (Stamp museum) and the place was quite interesting.. You can get to see the first stamp in the world, stamp from different country and different year... I sooo like Japan stamp, the design is soo nice... haha...

10Oct08

Sad and happening day i could say... Sad is bcoz it's my best frenz (Yiren) last day in the company... Working time seems to be crawling without him ard chatting with mi, entertain mi with all his nonsense... No one for mi to bully (oops..) and no one for mi to complain stuffs with... OH MY GOD... Nearly cry... hais... BUT the happening thing is the after work event which i organised... haha... Very good response, total number of ppl attended is 14 including yiren n his gf... We head to Novena Ville to have steamboat then a few of us carry to our singing session... Head home at 12am, was suppose to work the next day but fell sick...

11Oct08

Spend whole day resting in Dear's room only coz he went to work.. So i entertain myself by surfing net, watching tv and playing with max...

12Oct08

Went to bowl for almost the whole of afternoon and i bowl the highest score in my life so far... 166 points... *proud* I was like out of sudden super-ly amazing lah, keep on strike for duno how many times den also got spare... I AM SO AMAZING... hohoho...

13Oct08 & 14Oct08 (Today)

Days been normal... Went to work and meet dear for dinner after work... But feeling a lil bit different today... coz tml i OFF... BUT i'm working on sat coz they say not enough ppl on sat so i agree to help out... :)

Alright... TT's all for update... >.<

2008-10-09T08:52:00.002+08:00

Morning...

I was suppose to slp in late coz it's my OFF day today.. But instead of slping till noon, i woke up at 6am... Think i've slp enough i guess coz i slept at 930pm last night.. Was waken up by my dad when he is actually waking up my sis.. haha... BUT end up my sis didn't wake up instead i'm the one waking up early in the morning.. haha...

Alright.. Just woke dear up and i'm waiting for him to come and fetch mi for breakfast and to SENTOSA.. Yes... Sentosa like AGAIN... haha... We have always wanted to go Sentosa on a weekday coz there's much lesser ppl.. I wan to go Underwater World & Dolphin Lagoon to take pics... haha... I so sound like a lil gal excited about excursion.. haha... Pardon my childish-ness... But i'm soo excited to take pics with dolphin... Hoho... :)

I need to go prepare to go out le... Shall upload the pics tonight PROVIDE THAT i'm not tired... :)

never meant to be..

2008-10-05T00:17:00.003+08:00

Work has been a lil bored without the company of my best frenz... haha... His last day of work is getting nearer and nearer, really dun bear to see him leave... BUT as his best frenz i must support him to do whatever he thinks that is better for him.. :) I hope he will do well in his new job and give mi a big big treat... hahaha... kidding lah, but i hope he will do that... haha..

I think some of my frenz are really busy with studies, hope they are doing fine and take good care of their health.. :) I hope my FRENZ stays happy always...

Dear recently seems to hooked onto a new hobby which is bowling.. Had a bad feeling when he happily tell mi that the bowling alley at downtown east close at 5am... I think he sure happily over the weekend go bowl with jerry chia till duno what time... Hais... Can he not be shall an owl and go to bed early?? haha.. i think it's really hard for him to do that unless he's REAL tired...

Hair been getting a lil more n more messy... My hair has been giving mi trouble even since i got them... haha.. I just can't really get a hair stylist that can perfectly cut n do my hair that can really satisfy mi.. haha.. I've a bad habit of complaining each new haircut for a certain period which i know i'm quite irritating BUT i sometime really find my previous hairstyle nicer.. haha.. fine.. I'm still still pondering whether should i perm my hair but i scare i'll look OLD and i DUN WANT IT TO LOOK OLD... haha... HOW HOW??? any suggestions?? Please help mi think think... :)

Mmm.. sure go slp soon coz gonna watch Mr Chia play soccer tomorrow then maybe going the motorshow or movie with him... :)

Shall update again... :)

grandma birthday

2008-10-02T01:08:00.004+08:00

01Oct08 is grandma birthday so mi, my 2 sis, aunt n my cousin went down to my uncle house to celebrate her birthday... Though grandma is too old to realise that we are actually celebrating her birthday when we sing birthday song and cut cake for her, can see that she's happy to see so many ppl together with her.. Oh.. forgot to mention my grandma is 92 years old this year..

Grandma doesn't seems to know what's going on.. haha...

Alright.. after celebrating grandma birthday, i met up with dear at causeway point coz he went there to fetch mi back to his home.. Slack a lil then went to J8 to get max's food after dinner... Then mi, dear n jerry (dear's younger bro) went bowling.. haha... I've always promise dear to go with him, but everytime he so late den go den i must go home.. So today it's like sort of the first time i accompany them to bowl...

Haha... When i bowl, dear n jerry keep saying i got potential for bowling but jerry say i dun have bowler's look.. *roll eyes* what look should i have?? i also dun have dancer's look what... haha... Dear seems to like want to pull mi into bowling... haha... But i never tot that someone would actually say that i could bowl coz i always think i lousy.. I always see people bowl 100 plus one but i seldom hit 100 points.. But dear say those score is for guy one, he say i gal 80 plus i counted gd liao... Duno whether he got exaggerate anot... haha... But maybe will consider go bowl more often coz actually i also like to bowl.. haha...

Mmm.. i think i should hit the swimming pool one of this day before going to Tioman coz i scare i go there dun dare to go down to the sea... Was a lil worried about going snorkeling coz i was get tense up an insecure if i can't touch the ground in water.. So shall drag dear to accompany mi to the pool for some warm up.. :) Will be going Tioman on 24 - 26, any interested people wanna join us??? :)

Arg... i need more new office wear and a new office bag.. *hint hint* Duno whether got any kind soul can accompany mi to see n buy for mi anot??? haha... I dun feel like wearing my white shirt to work liao, coz it's a hassle to iron that skirt... i angry liao... haha... kidding lah, i where got so easily angry... haha.. But will there be any kind soul?? *thinking of SOMEONE with the surname CHIA.. haha...*

Alright.. it's freaking damn late now... Need to go slp liao, if not sure fall aslp during work tml.. Nights everyone.. :)

Happy 4 years anni

2008-10-02T00:30:00.003+08:00

Alright... After reading Dear's post, you guys should know that it's our anniversary today right.. haha.. Mmm.. times really flies like nobody's business... haha...

Firstly, must do a shoutout to dear... HAPPY 4th YEARS ANNIVERSARY and there's definitely more to come in the future... muacks.. haha... Seriously, i really never tot that we could be with each other till so long at the start of our relationship coz was sort of hurt before... Soo was having those 'try it out' feeling, somemore got people say we dun last long LOHz... So was kind of depressing plus alot of stress coming from our parents.. Wasn't a smooth start in our relationship, have quite some crying during that times... It's really been a long n bumpy road even till now...

There's lots of times when i nearly give up on our relationship, really thx to god dear didn't give up on mi n our relationship... He NEVER let mi go once and there maybe 1 of the reason why we can last till now.. Partly bcoz of his perseverance...

Dear.. it's really been a tough year for us this 2008 but i'm glad that we've overcome it... I'm sorry for not being a gd darling this year and had make u real upset during times.. But i promise u i'll be a better person and better darling... I'm really feel fortunate to be ur darling coz u always shower mi with lots of love and present... You also make the effort to get present to satisfied your greedy darling.. haha...

Though dear dear always go clubbing without mi (coz i too lazy to go), i never really worry about him flirting with other gals.. haha... coz i trust him... Though he like to tease gals, i know his heart only got mi.. *proud* It's like i let him go, better than he want to go den lie to mi right??? *reminding mi of mr BLACK* haha...

Dear... I really feel lucky that i can be ur darling.. U also always do dumb dumb thing make mi laugh, sometime accommodate mi when i force u to do dumb dumb things with mi.. haha... Sorry for being willful, petty and not-understanding darling, always anyhow throw temper at you... I'll try to improve okie?? haha... muacks... Love you always.. :) Happy anniversay!!!

4th year anniversary

2008-10-01T23:56:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!

Today, 2nd October 2008 is our anniversary of our 4th year together. Would like to say a few things here (although i think it's gonna be quite alot).

Darling, happy 4th year anniversary! It's really an blink of an eye since our poly days till now. It's been so long but it just feels like it's been such a short time. It was never easy for us but i'm really happy we've been together for so long. People thought we would never work out in the start but i'm glad that it did work out. Looking at ourselves now, honestly we really seldom quarrel nowadays and we are very much happier.

I have to admit i am quite a bit of crazy party guy, always going to clubs with my close friends but although i get to meet girls there, you are in my heart truly the best for me and nobody can take that away from me.

Pinko is always asking me whether will i fall for other girls or whether would i be better off with another. I hereby in this blog would like to announce that nobody, absolutely nobody can be better than my bao bei Pinko and that i would never fall for another cause i've got Pinko!

There's something i told Pinko a few weeks ago that made her cry. I wanna say it again here.
"Darling, i will always be here to take care of you your whole life till your very last breath. I promise you. A promise is a promise that i'm going to keep. Till your very last breath i'll be by your side."

To all our friends who have always been by our side. I sincerely thank you guys so much. Whether is it accompanying us to a movie or having dinner together. I'm really glad that we've got such close friends around. I'm sure Pinko is a bubbly character in their minds and she is always around to make everyone smile. I have to say she makes me laugh and smile alot partly because of her clumsiness but also because she just makes me happy.

I'm looking forward to many anniversaries to come and many other happy times together. Darling, you've been an important part of my life ever since and you'll always be the one whom i treasure the most. Lastly once again, Pinko is my first and last girlfriend i am ever gonna have (many people thinks i got many girlfriends before, dunno why).

I once dropped a tear into the ocean, the day i'll stop loving you is when you could find that tear i dropped into the ocean. Happy 4th Year Anniversary!

(Pinko knows i'm writing this and probably can't wait to see it. Been calling me. So i'll end here.)

Love,
Junius!

Ai's bdae project

2008-10-01T00:59:00.005+08:00

First and most important thing is to wish my dearest Aiai.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY... Hope you enjoy tonight and i know u know our present coz u've have been repeatedly telling mi that.. haha... Hope the words i wrote in the card still sound logical coz i wrote it last night before i went to bed... haha... I know u already very xinfu but i still wanna wish u xinfu*million times... haha...

Thanks to Aiai for organizing this chalet and getting the long lost classmates to attend den i got chance to tok to yan qin n eng sin... We are still as chatty as same old days when we all gather in class ard mi n meh table to chat... haha... Never tot that we still have so much things to chat even after not seeing each other for years... haha... i really hope there will be another round this kind of gathering.. Yan Qin was saying she will do that during her 21t bdae party and i really hope she is able to do so.. Coz i soo wanna see all of my classmates esp all my close buddy like Denys, cheryl poh, liting, etc etc.. haha.. Was a lil disappointed that my best bro, wei an, couldn't turn up for ai's bdae due to BOS duty... It's ok, we had agree to meetup before he go for oversea training... :) Miss him a lil man.. haha...

But still i had alot of fun today, esp the ktv singing session with eng sin.. haha... Sorry to Dylan n his frenz for having to listen us to sing when gambling... haha... Thanks to dear dear for being my chauffeur like always, drive in here n there... Thank you dear...

To ai : In life, definitely we will came across some bastard like him... But once u put in determination to ignore n forget them, everything will be fine again.. Dun worry coz anything got AI around.. haha...

Alright.. Shall upload Ai'd present that makes us suffer a lil.. :)

This is what we have done after i reached meh house at 1010. Her bro help us to complete the border...

Was planning to take pix showing that we are doing the puzzle but meh insists she dun want take pic coz she never makeup... *faints* haha...

This is our 'background' crew.. From left : Meh's bro, her mum & my sis

Tada~~ Our end product... Ai's present that is made with LOVE... :) We completed this 500pcs puzzle in 4 hours time..

The hand-made card we've done for her.. Not bad ba?? haha...

Words on the left side is by meh and right side is by MI...

Group pix with Sec sch frenz...

singing session with cheryl

2008-09-28T22:00:00.004+08:00

Hoho... I've finally met up with my dear Cheryl for singing session... Haha.. Though it's a singing session but coz we too long never see each other... We will be like chatting while the song is still playing.. haha... But i'm soooo glad that we still click with each other so damn well coz we really never meet up with each other for freaking long... I have to really PROUDLY announce that mi n cheryl had know each other for near 13 years and still counting.. haha... We are classmates since pri 2 and been frenz since then.. haha.. It's really nice to have such a long time frenz, heart to heart frenz coz u can practically tok about ANYTHING... we have nth to hide... *GRIN* haha..

Dear came and fetch us after our lunch den we send cheryl home... Then was back to dear house to rest coz i wasn't feeling well due to my 'monthly' issue... Slept for awhile, had dinner then wait for dear's soccer game to end before he send mi over to meh house...

Met up with meh at her house to carry out 'AI's memorable present' project... haha.. Was totally shrag mentally n physically due to Ai's present... Shall reveal Ai's present in a few days time... :) I hope ai will love her present, give mi n meh a big big hug n kiss when she receive it... HAHAHA...

Woke up late today, took a cab down to Tampines SAFRA to watch dear soccer match and also to act as their photographer... haha... Hope the pix turn out to be nice... haha... Was using Jasper's semi-pro to take the shot and it makes mi more n more feel like getting a DSLR... haha.. But no rush lah coz it's damn EX lah... Buy 1 DSLR = 5D4N Hong Kong trip for mi n dear... haha... Maybe wait for nx year mi n dear get bonus den should be able to get.. haha.. *anticipating*

reflection

2008-09-27T02:20:00.007+08:00

Alright... Me n meh finally had settle Ai's 'memorable' present but i'm not gonna what it is coz she will be looking at my blog.... haha... Anyway, hope she will like what we have done for her... :) Thx Dear for spending 1 hrs plus accompanying mi this clueless blur gal to get the things i wan.. Thx for getting mi wan wan's book and SHE latest album... :)

Mmm... just reach home with sis after having a freaking long chat at my aunt's place.. We simply love spending time chatting with her than our parents... Mmm... dun ask mi why coz the story is too long to explain.. :)

I hope some people will reflect on what they have done.. Reflect on whether the things that they had been doing, saying and thinking, will it be hurting people? Especially their close one.. Have they really been fulfilling their roles before proudly claiming all the credits... I hope they will be thinking of others before themselves bcoz i think it's part of their responsibility... I hope they won't be so self-centered and calculative...

Just realise i never ever think that i love them in my life up till now... Maybe i can't think of anything worth mi saying that coz i hardly feel it from them... Maybe sometime i will feel grateful for the lil things that they have done but that is like maybe 20% - 30% of my memories... The rest.. i can only remember anger, sadness and helpless.. Or maybe it's myself being negative after seeing how others treat their children and compare them to myself..

BUT anyway, thx for giving mi a great sis... Haha.. i know u will be looking at my blog... i know it's a lil mushy but i'm really glad to have u ard all e times to hear my complains, nonsense and accompany mi to SHOPPING... haha.. THX!!! muacks...

Alright.. it's freaking late and i better go to bed... i dun wanna to have panda eyes and i dun wanna be late for e date with my dear long time bestie CHERYL.. hoho... :)

.. Dun just look things on the surface...

FREAK OUT

2008-09-25T19:07:00.002+08:00

I'm sooo super duper freak out NOW... *scream out the fear* i wish that i will NEVER get to see him ANYMORE... *pray DAMN hard*

Lalala... I'm off tomorrow.. Will be meeting meh meh tml to get our dear aiai present... After that dear will be accompanying mi to Kinokuniya to get book den maybe go shop around... Hoho.. I wan wake up late late tml... dun care dun care... haha...

HOHO.. pay day is coming soon.. money money money is approaching my wallet... HOHO... *high* wanna save them all up for rainy day... haha... *smile*

Oh... I'm watching Rainie & Wilber new show called bu liang xiao hua.. It's damn funny... U guys can consider to watch... :)

Mmm.. think i need to take some vitamin coz i'm falling sick soon.. No good no good.. haha...

Hate sun burnt

2008-09-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

HATE SUN BURNT!!! I'm like can't sleep well throughout the night coz the sun burnt part is like itchy n pain.. Luckily i'v got a new bottle of aloe vera gel coz the one i have is like going to used up... Shall put one thick thick layer of aloe vera gel on the sun burnt area...

Haha.. So coincidental, i was like telling yiren that i've got sun burnt then when i look closer at him, he also kana sun burnt... haha... We were both at Siloso beach on the same day and got sun burnt on the same day... haha...

Finally got the chance to have lunch with ren, i took his bike ride to NYP for lunch.. Enjoy yiren companion coz he was like the best tok cock buddy in office... Been pestering ren to entertain mi after we back in office after lunch coz i'm in the anytime-can-knock-out state... Den he was like suggesting we shall play dumb dumb game, wu gui wu gui qiao, the punishment is to drink half cup of water...

End up i give up playing after like drinking like 400ml of water, right after my lunch... I'm soo damn full after the 400ml of water and went to ladies like 2-3 times after that... So i keep turning my head to look at yiren say i dun wanna play liao and i dun wanna play game with the punishment again.. *roll eyes*

*eyes half closed* I'm gonna knock out soon le.. Oh.. i so wan to get 'wan wan' books that eng sin had, she describe like it's soo interesting in her blog... Had order dear to bring mi to town on fri to get it... Woo~~ haha... *happy* Nights everyone...

sentosa trip

2008-09-21T19:38:00.002+08:00

Fri

Accompany vain pot Mr Chia to town to shop for new clothes after work... Had burger king for our dinner coz i've been craving it for whole day.. haha... *satisfy* Been quite some time since Mr chia n mi go town... haha...

Den get to drink the super yum yum Orange Julius orange juice.. haha.. It has shoot up to be my no 1 favourite drink since dear intro mi.. haha... highly recommending u guys to try but dun alway drink lah coz it's EX.. haha...

Satisfied Mr Junius send mi home after getting a top n nice nice surf pants... Back to my home, pack my bag then went over to his house coz need to wake up freaking early the next day to sentosa...

Sat

Woke up at ard 715am... *roll eyes* Sooo freaking early to wake up on a weekend but bo bian coz dear got his squadron beach volley comp... Deborah n andy came over to dear house to meet us den 4 of us went to nearby hypermart to get drink for everyone...

Met up with Ck they all over at Siloso beach.. Play a lil frisbee game den went to hide in the shelter once the sun appear from the clouds.. coz i DUN wan to be tan.. Have apply quite alot of sun block lotion on my hand n legs BUT i forgot i also have to apply it on my neck.. So my neck is like FREAKING red.. So ugly n PAIN loh..

On our way back to dear house, the toyota wish we got from dear's dad frenz break down on expressway coz out of fuel.. BUT it's not that we never pump petrol, it's bcoz the fuel meter is not functioning... *roll eyes* So we have to get tow truck to tow the car to the nearest petrol station... And continue our way back after topping up the oil...

Happily everyone gather at the dinner table and play MONOPOLY!!! hahaha... excited siaz.. end up I WIN!!! HOHOHOH.. *proud* Had Laska steamboat for dinner recommended by ben... It is nice!!! It's at habourfront, near vivocity.. Highly recommend u guys to try... *thumbs up*

Today

Went out with aunt n sis for awhile... Had subway for lunch.. haha... dear ask mi to eat more subway coz it's healthier n less calorie.. Means less fat.. haha... So i shall try to eat more healthier food... Watching million stars 4 now.. Need to slp earlier tonight i think.. feel a lil tired... :)

Congrats jia hui

2008-09-16T23:16:00.005+08:00

Firstly, wanna congrats my dear da jie, JIA HUI coz she will be going to become someone's fiancee at the end of the year... Mmm... Was a lil unexpected... Actually i've been pestering her to get married so i can buy those glamorous dress for wedding but never tot that it will be that soon... haha... No matter what i'll definitely be giving her 101% of blessing and wish her happiness till forever... I'm so glad for her to find her happiness... :)

Alright... I'll be like soo busy from now till end of the year coz will be having quite a few activites.. Had plans to go Tioman island next mth, hong kong AGAIN in Nov08, company chalet maybe at the end of Nov08 and in between maybe going malaysia.. haha.. BUT BUT BUT i've only got 4 AL due to prorating of AL... So i've been cracking my brain to think of how to change shifts and all so i can go for all this trip... Oh... Will be going in malaysia this sat to attend my colleague wedding... :) Finally it's here...

Mmm... my dearest aiai bdae coming and she wants a memorable present... must start to crack my brain again to get her a present that she will LOVES... haha...

Had fun at work today coz everyone was like discussing on when to hold the chalet... :) *Still planning... * Shall go slp now and tok about all this later.. :)

Nights...

Bike Ride

2008-09-15T23:35:00.002+08:00

OT today till 830pm, i can see money falling in my wallet... haha... Hope i can earn more money so must work REAL hard... At least try not to fall sick... :) I got oh- so many things to get and need to save up money to go oversea at the end of the year... SO many things to get and do but so lil money...

I've FINALLY took a bike ride from Yiren home today... He was like driving so damn fast till the winds is like blowing so hard on my face... Alright, actually the ride wasn't really that scary... Maybe it's bcoz i couldn't see anything as the helmet is a lil too huge for my head... The helmet keep falling and covering half of my face.. Yiren had a gd damn laugh when he saw the helmet on my face... He was like laughing even more hilariously when i took out the helmet coz my hair was like some random crazy fellow... Anyway, it's a gd experience... haha... BUT i've told yiren that i won't take any bike ride unless necessary... hahaha...

Alright... i need to go slp le... There's work tml and my dark eye rings like still the same... So need more sleep and hopefully my dark eye ring will get better...

i love sunday

2008-09-14T22:41:00.003+08:00

*grin* I soo love sunday.. love the feeling of slacking at home, watching tv and doing things at my own pace... Think bcoz work pace been a lil fast and all the rushing to work makes mi weekday a lil tense up i guess... Anyway, i begin to love my sunday more n more esp without mum at home so no one actually will nag at mi... LOVE IT... hahaha...

Catch 'Step bro' with dear n some PI peeps... Mmm.. was a lil disappointed with the show i could say coz it's a lil draggy for the story... I think the change from one scene to the others is not really that smooth... It's like out of sudden it brings you to another scene, it dun really link that well from previous scene.. Nevertheless, it's really quite a funny show... And i dun think really bcoz of mi den u peeps kana check IC loh... See even CK also kana check IC... Hahaha...

*yawnz* Gonna start my work routine AGAIN tml.. But it's the beginning of my new work term so i'm gonna work even harder to get a lil more for my performance next year.. :) I need to earn more money coz i WANNA LEARN CAR, buy more clotheS n nice pretty bagS... hahaha...

Alright... Gotta go slp le... Dun wanna be late for work tml... Nights... muacks...

Bored

2008-09-13T22:08:00.009+08:00

I'm soo drop dead bored now coz Mr Chia is busy watching his soccer match right now in the hall.. All i can do is idle in his room and surf net, took the dumb dumb puiz on facebook simply bcoz i'm too bored... *yawnz*

Didn't report for work today coz i've got a gastric... Most probably bcoz i didn't finish up that pathetic cup of instant noodles for dinner.. :( But i'm glad i've feel fine after popping the gastric pills and a gd rest...

Caught 'Babylon A.D' today, a lil dun understand the story here n there but overall i think it's still a gd movie to watch... Then Mr Chia bought mi down to NUM lastest store in Wheelock Place to get mi a new pair of metallic dark blue Havaianas... Was intending to catch 'Step bro' with few of our frenz.. after Mr Chia's soccer match end but there's no gd timing for the movie.. So plan postpone... Sorry guys..

Hopefully i can wake up a lil late tml, hate to wake up early on my off days.. Coz off days is always meant for mi to laid on my bed till i can't close my eyes and dream anymore... Actually i dun mind waking up early for breakfast BUT provided that i can have gd nap in the noon time.. I really LOVE taking nap on sunday afternoon.. haha... i think sundays are meant to be spend in the slackiest manner... haha...

Mmm.. Andrew's wedding is approaching soon but i aint know what i'm going to wear on that day... Not planning to wear something fancy n glam but also can't put on casual wear like what mel n aiai have remind mi on... *headache*

- how are you?

all the best

2008-09-12T20:16:00.005+08:00

I'm like soo stoned at work today.. haha.. Had a slight headache but luckily someone invented something called panadol... So felt much better after taken it.. :)

Work was soo bored today but luckily cheng is there to accompany mi and lorenze occupying my time by irritating mi... hahaha..

Had a BIG surprise by yiren, he suddenly come back to office on his off day to tender resignation.. Stunned coz didn't really hear him mention before, maybe nowadays we seldom got time to chat with each other.. Though i really can't bear to see him go coz he's my best frenz in office.. But all in all, i'm happy that he got a better job offer and wish that he will prosper in his new job line.. :)

Had a lil tot of life... maybe things that are not meant to be urs, will never be urs no matter what... IT'S LIFE... :)

I'll smile to welcome the beginning and ending of everyday...

TIRING!!

2008-09-12T00:01:00.002+08:00

Just back from massive MR-BF bdae shopping project... haha.. Met up with aiai after work and head to town..

First station is Takashimaya coz we went there to look at Our Soon-to-be new love, Longchamp bag... hahaha... Then had Taori Q for our dinner coz Ai seems very eager to eat it.. haha...

Next station, we took a bus to Plaza Singapura to get materials to do up a sort of bdae card for Ai's MR BF.. Though the shop is not big, but the stuffs there is enough for us to like stay in the shop for at least an hour... Oh ya, i HIGHLY recommended you guys to visit MADE WITH LOVE at PS if you are interested in making some cards or whatever.. They have REALLY damn lots of super nice materials at a reasonable price.. *thumbs up* haha...

3rd station, we went to Singapore Flyers and nearly got smoke by the travel agency over there... Bcoz ai wan to get to tickets with the date n time printed on, but the ppl trying to smoke us saying that we have to endorse our tickets on that day itself in order to get the time n date stamped on.. Then the way they sell tickets is like selling those lottery tickets like that... Few pieces on the table den they just tear out how many tickets u wan... Luckily we smart enough never buy, then went over to the counter and get...

Really wanna praise the lady that serve us but didn't remember to get her name... She really did her best to try helping us, spending quite sometime to find out details for us and explaining to us on the details... Effort made = 100%... hahaha...

Last station, MUSTAFA centre... Alright, i may sound a lil 'mountain-turtle' but today is really the first time i went to Mustafa centre... I have to admit that they really have super lots of stuffs in there and price is relatively cheap compare to other places... We went there to get the chocolate frosting for Ai's made with love, MR BF birthday cake... We couldn't get it from quite a few places and we finally found it at there...

Then was home sweet home and thx dear for accompanying us to mustafa centre and for coming all the way down from home to fetch us home... Though today it's quite tiring coz walk quite a distance on heels, but i really enjoyed it ALOT... I love you, AI.. haha..

medical checkup

2008-09-10T22:28:00.005+08:00

Went for medical checkup as requested by company coz they are getting insurance for mi.. And no one informed mi beforehand that, there will be BLOOD TEST... God, i HATE blood test... Basically i HATE needles coz it will makes mi feel pain... I have ALWAYS been having this phobia for needles and will normally cry like hell even before i kana poke by the needles.. Today they draw my blood till my hand blue black loh... I think i'm gonna banned any needles from getting near mi unless there's NO choice.. Hais...

Alright... Finally tried pasta de waraku and it's a definitely MUST try food... It's so damn nice, though the serving is not really that big... Mi n dear ordered their egg&eel pasta with wafu sauce and chicken & scallop baked rice.. Will definitely be going back to try some other of their food.. *thumbs up*

Okie.. I'm looking forward to tml coz i'll be meeting my dearest Ai to get some stuffs for her bf bdae... Love meeting her... haha.. :)

finally meetup

2008-09-07T23:25:00.005+08:00

I've finally meet up with my 2 bestie, ai n meh, after quite a long time.. ESP Melanie Teo coz she always duno disappear to where... She will be like disappear from my world if i nv contact her... haha...

I'm SOOOOO happy to have a 'tai tai' high tea session with them at Causeway point Toast Box... The food was overall quite try, worth trying esp their mee siam n peanut thick toast... So as usual, have a gossiping session with them coz that's what girls do whenever they gather... haha... So was like toking about our luv life coz our dearest meh recently gotta a new luv after a long time i would say... Hope things will be going out smoothly with her n her new luv...

I'm looking forward to attend my Ai's 21st bdae party coz it will be the first time i'm going to meet their bf... Oh... I sound like a big sis.. haha.. Maybe bcoz i'm sort of always the big sis role when i'm with them.. Unless during my downtime, they will become like my big sis n give mi all the comfort i wan... Oh, i love them sooo muchie... But i luv ai a lil bit more coz meh always never say she love mi... haha.. Alright... i know i'm sound lil childish over here but this is STYLE of our friendship... hahaha...

Really miss the times when we stick together all the times during sec school days... Really feel soo being loved all the times with them by my side.. I really treasure this friendship alot and really really appreciate the 2 of them for being there for mi no matter what... I LOVE U GALS...

MPH (Meh, Pinko, Hx)

Are you wondering why there's only 2 persons in the pix where it's a 3 persons outing?? Coz our dearest meh say she never make-up cannot take pix... *faints* haha...

i wanna slim down

2008-08-31T15:20:00.003+08:00

I wanna slim down... Slim down my tum tum.. Oh my god, i think after becoming office lady, if like mi like that not discipline enough means sure become fat liao loh... hais... esp TUM TUM... my god... Dun laugh... it's true loh... hais...

Mmm.. work been freaking busy again due to due programs going on now, so call vol also been constantly increasing like mad... SIANZ!!! But i seems to have gotten used to this kind of hectic call vol, a lil immune to it liao.. haha...

I MISS DANCING... MISS the times when i always go Blk A or Blk E to dance during poly days... MISS the times dancing with my batch ppl, MISS performing on stage... MISS the times when we crack our brains, make use of every single brain cells to think of new dance steps... Arg... WHERE'S MY DANCEMATES??? Come'on, let's gather together and dance again... Back to BLK E atrium, dance till we all drop on the floor... haha.. The feeling is sooo satisfying siaz... haha.. hais... But everyone seems to be freaking busy with work n production now... Dancing tgt again seems a lil much more difficult compared to the past... :(

Been slacking either dear's place or mine for this weekend... Been having naps in the afternoon quite often nowadays, maybe coz recently keep raining... Raining is ALWAYS a gd timing to fall aslp.. haha.. Mmm... I'm gonna start to book for driving lesson le but still pondering on whether to learn with school or private instructor?? I really dun wanna retake the test too many times.. I'm sooo scare of failing after the number of tries i had for my basic theory... :) *thinking*

I SOOOO WANNA FASTER GET LICENSE AND START DRIVING... *pout*

Passed my basic

2008-08-22T19:06:00.002+08:00

Hoho... yours truly has FINALLY passed her basic theory yesterday... Now i can finally learn how to drive liao... HOHO.... isn't that exciting??? But now learning driving just ex only loh.. Think i have to start not to splurge liao which i think will be a lil difficult.. haha...

It's a MISS-ALL-MY-FRENZ period again.. All my dear frenz, please stay tune for my sms... I'll be arranging for gathering again soon next month?? haha... WAIT FOR MY SMS BA... *wink*

Mmm.. i have just got a haircut yesterday and i think it sucks a lil.. How siaz?? I wanna CHANGE MY HAIRSTYLE... Any suggestions?? will be going to highlight my hair sooon when i got money.. haha... Stay tune man...

Sorry...

2008-08-09T23:44:00.005+08:00

Alright guys... Sorry for neglecting not updating my blog for sooo long... Like what Mr Junius Chia say in the tagboard, was quite busy playing with my new ds lite and iPod Touch which Mr Chia just gotten for mi.. Btw, Thx Mr Chia.. :)

Alright... Shall be VERY random in this post...

Alright, been noticing that singaporeans are getting more and more inconsiderate... Been seeing more n more pregnant women standing in train and being squeeze by the crowd... Seriously, JUST duno what's inside those ppl's mind... They seriously can just sit there like nth happen... I think they will regret when they pregnant and become old, den no one wanna give up their seat for them... Think nx time if i see this kind of thing happen, i sure stare at those ppl sitting down one loh.. Or maybe scold them if happen my mood to be bad... *irritated* haha...

Oh ya... Watched the Olympics 2008 opening ceremony yesterday... was TOTALLY IMPRESSED by the effects and the synchronization of the performers.. *salute* But like what Mr Chia told mi, only China is able to do this kind of thing... If Singapore were to do the same thing, den no one will be at home liao... Coz everyone will become the performers... Hahaha...

Mmm.. I MISSED ALLL MY FRENZ.. sorry guys... I know it's my bad for not organising any gathering... Give mi sometime alright, will be arranging it soon... wait for my gd new ba!!! haha... Alright... Shall go watch my show liao.. Bye~~~

back soon

2008-07-23T18:46:00.002+08:00

Location: HK international airport

Alright... i'm now waiting to board my flight in an hours time... will be back in singapore by midnight... Had a crazy shopping trip over here.. Shall be uploading all the pix we took in hong kong soon... But please be patient coz there is tonnes of them...

Ok.... will be having popeye as my dinner now before i board the plane.. :) It's always gd to be back home... haha...

Day 2 part 2 in hong kong

2008-07-21T00:27:00.005+08:00

Alright... Day 2 part 2 of the shopping spree... Went down to Citygate where alot of factory outlets are over there... Didn't realise that the shops close at 9pm, so not able to shop in quite alot of shops... haha... However, we still manage to get stuffs from Nike, adidas and Roxy and the stuffs are really quite cheap...

Was a lil disappointed for the trips that i have went to the Nike factory outlets coz they DUN have Nike Dunks that i like... Was hoping to get 1,2 more dunks to add into my collection... haha... ALSO didn't manage to get CAPS... Mmm... i must buck up le... Must find caps, clothes and shoes... :) and also havent manage to get my wallets... Must jia you... hahahahhaa....

Still we do manage to get quite a number of stuffs for ourselves and also some of our frenz who have requested... haha...

Oh... went down to temple street and had their bo zai fan (claypot rice).. IT WAS NICEEE, different from those we had in singapore... haha... And thx to cashquest for the amazing information on the octopus card... You guys can also take a look coz they integrate the technology of the ez-link card to watches and ornament... DAMN COOL man... I think you guys can have a look HERE...

The items we bought in a day.. 16 of them...

Day 2 in hong kong

2008-07-20T17:01:00.003+08:00

Alright... Day 2 in hong kong le... *disappointed* We went all the way to the adidas factory outlet at Yip Fat building we went last year but all have moved out already... Luckily, we managed to find the Nike factory outlet at nearby and the helpful shop assistant intro us to shop at the nearby newly opened shopping mall...

Their shopping mall is freaking big with lots of level and is having crazy sales everywhere man... haha... But didn't shop for long over there coz both of us are freaking hungry... hahaha... Actually we plan to go to the China Cafe near my hotel which is recommend by some forum users... BUT didn't manage to find the place... Now we are back in the hotel resting for our 2nd rd of shopping spree later on... haha...

Oh... i gotta share this AMAZING thing with u guys... Hong Kong is really much more advance than Singapore... I went to the 7-11 and there was this gal in front of mi paying for her sweets.. Then when the person ask her what is her mode of payment, she show the person her watch... *STUNNED* I was like thinking what is she referring to... THEN the cashier just say ok den she point at the 'ezlink card' tapping device... So the gal tap her watch on the device and it ACTUALLY WORKS... I WAS FREAKING STUNNED... Her watch can actually act like our freaking ezlink card... oh man... *dope* *Admire* hahaha...

Alright... Shall update again when i'm back after my 2nd shopping spree...

I'm in hong kong NOW

2008-07-20T00:49:00.003+08:00

Current location : Hong Kong, YMCA Waterloo

Yes... I'm in hong kong again... Just came back hotel after a long walk... Went to take The Peak Tram and Mdm Tussauds to see all the wax figures... But disappointed coz i forgot to bring extra battery so the camera went out of batt half way when i'm snapping in Mdm Tussauds... So will be going back there again this few days to snap some night shot from The Sky Terrance over at The Peak... Had a freaking tired day walking ard clueless-ly... Didn't manage to bought any stuffs... :( Shall update again tml... :)

I think i'm missing my family & frenz.. haha... duno why... :)

12July08

2008-07-13T18:37:00.007+08:00

Had a busy day yesterday... haha... Went to meet my insurance agent (Fiona) with Junius Chia and gotten a treat at Sticky Rice by her.. :)

Then was back to Junius Chia's home to get a short nap before going for Suiyan bdae celebration at downtown east... Met Jia Hui & Cheryl at 4 plus to get present for our dear Suiyan.. Had a tough present hunting session at Tampines Mall.. But end up still manage to get a guess handbag for yan, hope she loves it... haha...

Had a great time chatting with my fbodz mates, teasing each other... haha... I think e best part of the celebration start when jin wen and leong slam cake on yan's face... and tt's when the war start... haha.. Initially, we tot it will be over after jin wen and leong slam cake on her.. BUT BUT she gotten a mass attack by her cousin after when she tot eveything was over... Her 'evil' cousin who is appearing to be very helpful, cleaning up her 'chocolate' face, offer to bring her to the side to clean... BUT she bought her to her group of cousin and suffer a MASS attack of more chocolate cake... HAHAHAHA.... At the moment, she has become Miss Chocolate Face... HAHAHA....

Alright, right after yan's bdae celebration was another PARTY... haha... Rush down to orchard partyworld to meet my colleague for singing session cum Thomas advance bdae celebration... had another round of fun singing and chatting session with them... haha... Was glad that to obtain a 100% attendance for this round partyworld... i hope everyone enjoy themselves... :)

Partyworld session..

AIAIs' meeting

2008-07-03T18:59:00.002+08:00

*happy* Finally meet up with my aiai le~~~ Haven't really see my dearest aiai like forever... haha... She has become my AI since sec 1... Woah, bu zhi bu jue i have know my Ai for like close to 8 years...

She's also one of the person who have been through the lowest point of my life with mi, loves her sooo much.. Really wanna thks her a million for always being there for mi... :) *muacks*

*smile* The times spent with her remind mi of our sec school days, the days when we gossip like nobody's business... The days when we joke ard, laughing out loud at others and ourselves... The days when we hug each other and cry together.. I will definitely treasure our friendship coz my friends is sooo important to mi.. They are indispensable... Yep.. haha...

Maddness

2008-07-02T19:19:00.003+08:00

Oh my god... Madness man... Calls been flooding in like mad for this 2 days plus shortage of ppl... Work been soo tiring man... I super need my beauty slp to re-energize myself, luckily tml is my off day... haha... Though i can't slp till very late coz i meeting my aiai tml, at least i dun have to wake up at 7 plus tomorrow... haha...

Shall plan nicely on what should i do tomorrow... I think my room need a lil cleaning up too, been dumping my stuffs here and there... haha... *guilty* I'm like so so so excited coz i'm gonna see my aiai like after duno how many freaking years... haha...

Suddenly realise times been going a lil slow recently... Maybe bcoz when u looking forward to certain day, you will feel the days before that especially slow ba... haha... Hope x day can faster come... Super looking forward... :)

Farewell

2008-07-01T23:45:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of work for a few of my kakis... BORED & LONELY are the only 2 words i can think of... Coz lesser ppl to chit chat & gossip with mi liaoz... But hope they keep their promise to come back to work again during their holiday...

We are like totally bonded during this short period of time, lil sad that they are leaving so soon... Hopefully, they will turn up for the gathering I organized... Another sing song tok cock session will soon be coming up... hahaha...

Nevertheless, i wish them all the best in studies as all of them are returning back to school life... Oh my god... seriously envy them coz once u start to work, u will definitely realise school is a much more wonderful place... haha... I sound old toking this way... :(

I think today office seems to be slightly empty and quiet without the presence of this kakis... But luckily, i'm friendly enough to have so more kakis in office.. If not, i sure bored to death without toking in office... I mean talk will definitely talk lah coz talking is my job, chit chatting is my hobby.. hahaha...

Alright, shall let the pix carry on with the talking... :)

SICK AGAIN

2008-06-21T12:46:00.002+08:00

I'm like sick AGAINNNN... haha... i think you guys will think that it's normal for your truly to fall sick... :( Can't stand my body for being so weak siaz... I'm down for flu and cough... NOT FEELING GD AT ALLL...

Been super broke coz of all the doc visiting, i ask my doc for VIP card... Apparently, it's a new thing for him and he just treat it as a feedback... haha... Actually, i dun really fancy about the VIP card coz i DUN WANNA FALL SICK AGAIN... *hopefully*

Watch You Don't Mess With The Zohan, really crappy and hilarious show... haha... But some part of the story like over exaggerated liao loh, den the Zohan like invincible siaz... haha...

Alright, will be going to Leong birthday chalet later and meeting my colleague for a sing- song session...

Oh ya... I've been fobidden to wear contacts lens for a week coz i have a small 'duno-what-thingy' grow inside my eyelids... Damn sad but better than eye gone.. Shall be ugly for a week, but just a week... :'(

Alright... Shall go for my lunch and upload some pix from today outing... :) stay tuned... hohoho...

Olivia wedding

2008-06-19T08:53:00.008+08:00

Alright... My colleague wedding is finally over... Finally wore my tube dress... HOHOHOHOHO... Though it's my colleague wedding, but i act like star of the night siaz... haha...

I've been going ard asking my colleague to take pic with mi... haha... Come'on lah, i nan de wear so pretty, of cos must take more pix right... haha... Oh ya, i feel sooo touched when my colleague walk down the 'aisle', feel that 2 individual from stranger till lover then FINALLY decided to spend the rest of their life tgt... i nearly tear...

Alright i know that i make it sound so 'fairytale' and i know fairytale doesn't exist... haha... But i really feel it that way... :) haha...

Oh ya... The food was so yum yum goood... haha... Really enjoy the food and enjoy the night crapping with my colleague... I think i too high on that day liaoz, keep talking non-stop... haha...

Group pix...

MI & Our 'Miracle' (Thomas)

Dan & Mi & the Super long one.. (Terence)

Group pix with the bride & groom

The 'Y' generation of the NSPC

A cute cute pix with my Bro...

To view the photo album for the wedding click HERE...

Peter Pan & Neverland

2008-06-12T22:32:00.004+08:00

Where's my Peter Pan & Neverland???

Sometimes felt a lil lost in reality, hoping to find some places to escape and find the true inner mi... Hope to back to a kid, where everything is simple and planned out nicely for mi...

Though i sound 'kidish', but i think no matter how old we are... There is still a 'kidish' side or 'weak' side inside our heart... How nice would it be if everything can be solved once i run into daddy mummy's arms... haha...

Just being random recently, lil fantasizing about fairytales... haha...

Alright, i'm like so so so excited about sun which is my colleague wedding and i'm gonna wear a DRESS... yes mi... pinko... Gonna wear a tube dress... haha.. will definitely upload lotsa of pix for you guys to see... Just u wait... Stay Tune man...

Alright... it's time for mi to go read my comics liaoz... must complete 10 books of comics by 22June08... Easily... :)

shoutOut

2008-06-11T21:00:00.005+08:00

I'm gonna to do a shout out to all my frenz today...

I LOVE MY FRENZ... ALL OF MY FRENZ, EVERYONE... Those who have been by my side all the times through my ups & downs... i couldn't thx u guys enough for always being there for mi... you guys are like so important to mi... Don't doubt... If u thinking of whether are you my frenz, YOU ARE man... haha...

Special shout out to my long time friend Cheryl Nigan, I LOVE U GAL... Though i haven't been seeing you like FOREVER, but you are always in my heart... You will always be my BESTIES... Sorry that i have not been arranging time to meet you like forever... SORRY...

Another special shout out to some of my really heart-to-heart frenz... Meh meh, Aiai, Wei'an, Humpz Gals, Andy, Jon and Da Ge... Thx a million million lots to be there for mi, seeing mi cry a million times and listen to all my complains and troubles... haha... I LOVE YOU GUYS TONNES too...

Alright, actually just a random post to let all my frenz know that i love every single one of you... EVRYONE!!!!

Humpz outing

2008-06-04T20:15:00.003+08:00

Alright.... went out with my fave Humpz gals... haha... Met at PS Cafe Cartel for dinner, was there for like 2hrs plus to gossip and share with each other recent things that's happening between each of us...

Feel so good chatting with them and really glad to have them around as my frenz... Hope we will still meet and tok loudly like nobody business (esp for suiyan) when we all reach 60, 70 years old... It would be so so fun to see a bunch of 'IN' aunties 'yoz-ing' at each other.... haha....

I am SO SO SO looking forward to Pulau Ubin cycling date and i'll rem that we do not need to bring bicycle there... hahaha... *u gals know what i'm talking about... hahaha*

if only i could turn back time

2008-06-01T10:13:00.006+08:00

Alright, i have like FINALLY got a dress for my colleague wedding... Black tube dress for chinese wedding should be alright lah hoh... HAHA... coz no other colour le... SINFUL... i bought another pair of heels and i have like near a dozen of them at home... Mum's gonna go crazy nagging me AGAIN... haha...

Had a great time catching up with my sec buddies... haha... and my dumb dumb frenz came out with tian cai you xian gong si which consists the 4 of us... Just duno what we thinking when we were young... haha...

The happily 5 of us

The OH-SO-GAY one

Mi & Benny

Benny & Mel

Mi & My ALL-TIME FAVE BRO Wei An

Formal Class Pix by Benny, Mel & Desmond... haha...

Mi & My FOREVER best frenz Mel... Love her so much... :)

fucked up

2008-06-01T01:40:00.003+08:00

Current life status : F***ed up

Will tml be really a brand new day??? or is it a brand new disaster day? Just f*** everything in my life...

Someone told mi to be strong and i'll try to do that... Though i'm lil tired and confused... i think i can survive it through myself coz i'm a grown-up... :)

Went outing with my bestieS from sec today... Shall upload the pix tml...

Suddenly like the song below lot :

同恩-不准哭(my girl片头曲)
我把自己反锁在空荡荡的房屋
感谢你让我想个清楚
因为爱你所以我不做你的包袱
我不需要谁温柔安抚
请放心我很快就能恢复
找到一个人陪我漫步
不准哭
我不要装可怜无辜
挡住你的路挡不住你追逐
不准哭
我更应该微笑祝福
祝你找到对的幸福
如果我消失不见
你在乎不在乎
别含含糊糊我很在乎
因为爱你所以我选另外一条路
离开是我的最后让步
请放心我很快就能恢复
找到一个人陪我漫步
不准哭
我不要装可怜无辜
挡住你的路挡不住你追逐
不准哭
我更应该微笑祝福
祝你找到对的幸福
爱情就到这里结束
我们不得不不得不屈服
只能笑
不准哭
我不要装可怜无辜
挡住你的路挡不住你追逐
不准哭
我学不会微笑祝福
祝你找到
祝你找到对的幸福

30May08

2008-05-31T07:10:00.002+08:00

Sorry if i have made some of u guys worry about mi last night... I'm fine, really fine... Just that maybe i really need to do some reflection on myself...

Alright, i think i've so f***ing messing things and i think i'm a f***ing asshole to have hurt someone...

I'm like so duno how to face myself and someone...

Struck in dilemma... who the hell can save me... i think i need time to sort out my stupid pea brain...

I'm truly sorry to someone for what i've done which may have hurt you... You know who you are and i'm truly sorry...

And for someone else, i wish u all the happiness...

PS. Please dun worry about mi bcoz if this post, i'll be fine... I'm a grown-up right?? :)

updatessss

2008-05-26T20:22:00.002+08:00

Alright... I'm finally back to update my blog le... *brain a lil empty*

Went Sentosa again on last mon and went Sky Tower, The Merlion, Images of Singapore, 4D Magix Cinema and Luge & Skyride.

The Luge & Skyride is a MUST MUST try, coz it's like so damn fun... haha...

Went out with my colleagues on last fri to partyworld... It's like SO-OH-DAMN-FUN singing session... Sing a few damn high songs, shout like mad till we almost lost our voices... haha...

Then we went for supper in Yishun area...

Overall, i enjoy a really great time last week... :)

2008-05-12T20:35:00.002+08:00

Recently quite addicted to this song... Actually had a deep impression of Danity Kane when first heard their first debute 'Show Stopper'... Love that song freaking lots... So now sharing with u guys their first song for their second album.. Damaged...

fri sat

2008-05-11T12:01:00.002+08:00

FRI

Took pic with my kaki again... haha... After work, went home for dinner then went bishan to catch Made of Honour... But was a lil disappointed with the show coz if u have watch the trailer, u probably have already catch almost half of the show... The show was funny and sweet but no surprises coz most of the nice part of the show is shown on the trailer....

SAT

Went Ikea to have my fave meatballs then i found out that their cheesecakes is NICE... it's a definitely must TRY... haha... Finally bought a mirror for my room... HAPPY... haha... Then went amk hub to buy some stuffs and was dinner with dear family.. And FINALLY get to watch SPEED RACER at downtown east cathay... SPEED RACER is nice, gan chiong siaz e show... Though the show is a lil like 80's but still quite amazing... Like bring us back to our childhood days, those kids time comics... haha.. NICE NICE...

updatessss

2008-05-06T18:06:00.003+08:00

Alright ppl... Very random update...

Been going for movie like harold & kumar and IRON MAN... Both very awesome movie... Harold & Kumar is recommend for those M18 ppl, though it's a super cock movie but it's really funny... haha... Iron man is nice and hilarious but it's sort of still revolving ard those superheroes thing... However, it's still a must-catch movie... haha...

Then dear and mi has also visited Chinatown Heritage centre on last sat and went Jurong bird park on 26April08. I think the Chinatown Heritage Centre is a interesting place to visit if u want to kill sometime... The place isn't really big but it's able to let u explore it for near 2 hours... :) I think u will have lots of question marks on ur head, thinking about how did they survive in those kind of environment...

Been sick over the weekend so didn't really go any places... But has a singing session with dear, jin boon and sisi... haha...

Alright... Tt's all for my random update for now... :)

Dilemma

2008-04-30T02:05:00.002+08:00

Can't seems to sleep coz something been spinning ard in my brain... should i or should i not DANCE?

I hate myself for being :-

- Indecisive

- AVERAGE in almost everything

- Aimless

- Always jealous of others

- Negative

- No confidence

I think that is what I am... The other side of me...

In my life, i think the most enjoyable is my Poly life... Ever since i joined Fbodz, my life has a turning point.. I would never realise how much do i enjoy dancing and enjoy performing on stage with my dancemates...

How i wish i could stay in poly and live in dance studio like FOREVER... Surround by mirror and music...

Alright, just a very random post... :)

Underwater world

2008-04-23T20:59:00.002+08:00

Alright once again, mi and dear transform ourselves to 2 big curious kids... We went to the UNDERWATER WORLD and explore it like we never been there before... :) Felt like a big kids again...

I'm really amazed by the size of the giant grouper, it look so freaking big which makes mi thinks that it might be a fake one... I think i'll only be able to carry just the head of the giant grouper... Oh... and dear got really excited when he get the chance to feed those tiny fishes and touching the stingray... haha...

Soo satisfying when i get to eat my ben's & jerry AGAIN... LOVE it...

After underwater world, we went to the dolphin lagoon to watch the dolphin show... THEY ARE SOOO CUTE... Really feel like giving them a BIG BIG hug... haha... Too bad, i didn't bring any camera with mi that day or else i'll have tonnes of pix to upload... :)

SO mi and dear decided to go there again for 1 whole day on the weekday, so we can have the whole Sentosa on our own... HAHAHAHHAHA... *excited*

Best trainee

2008-04-16T22:02:00.003+08:00

Pinko Chan proudly present the best trainee for 82nd AOS/AOSS course... JUNIUS CHIA JIA JIE...

Okie... i'm sooo proud of my dear dear.. haha... Dear finally graduate for his course yesterday and we went to Novena Square 2 Lao beijing restaurant to celebrate...

Dear went for his first day of work today, he is quite looking forward to his duties in the tower.. But before he start to work in tower, i think he need to do some odd duties first... haha...

Time been crawling today at work which i duno why... Coz we actually do have alot of calls BUT the time is STILL crawling like snail... Anyway, i'm off tml so i'm gonna slp till i 'naturally' wake up... Haha... *excited*

Glad that dear dun have to stay in anymore so i can see him after work as and when i want... HOHOHO...

Will be uploading dear pix soon... :)

PS. Dear thx for always being there for mi, putting mi in front of eveything else... i'll love u always.. :)

update

2008-04-14T18:55:00.003+08:00

Update update!! haha... Alright, i've done quite a few things on sat & sun...

SAT

I'm have finally went IKEA, went to look and aim for some furniture for my room... Dear plan to get mi a computer desk, wardrobe, mirror and a table lamp... We only aim at the stuffs coz we didn't have time to take the measurements for my room...

After IKEA, i went to J8 arcade to play game... Was kinda of addicted to the basketball shooting game... So went there to play the shooting game and my all-time fave PhotoHunt... Then was MOVIE... It's b

een quite long since mi and dear dear catch a movie...

So we caught Street Kings, quite a nice 'police corruption' show...

Yesterday

Woke up quite early in the morning, then went breakfast with my sis at admiratly place MACDONALD... We walk all the way that to take a breakfast and walk back coz my sis dun wanna eat soggy MAC breakfast... haha... But quite a nice feeling to wake up early and go breakfast with her...

Then back home to slack a lil, did some housework then head out to meet dear dear... Initially, he need to go some place but the shop has yet open.. So we change our plan, head down to Bugis to eat his fave ICE MONSTER and pig organ soup cum pig meat... haha... I can see fat molecules waving at mi... haha... Then head home to change and time for my yoga class..

Yoga lesson is getting tougher and i really feel that i do workout for that 1 hr... It do tone up my body... *proud* Planning to continue the yoga class and also taking up on some other class too... Was thinking of cake making class... haha...

Today

Work as usual, SO busy... haha... But still got plenty time enough for mi, yuan & ren to crap all the nonsense... haha...

Sometimes, I do think i'm a easily satisfied person... If i find someone who loves and dote on mi, i would jolly stick with him... haha... If i find a job and i'm work there happily everyday, i would plan to stay there till i rot... haha...

Current life status :

update update

2008-04-08T21:42:00.003+08:00

Dear has been confirmed posting to Paya Lebar Flying Support Sqn... Thou i duno what is that but i hope he will have a great time working over there... With totally 0 mean ppl... haha...

I look pale today.. Guess i didn't have enough GOOD sleep... Been having gastric pain every morning recently, think my digestive system works 'too' well... It digest all my food so well and makes mi starve in the morning... :( *bad tummy*

I need more clothes... More pretty pretty clothes... :) Someone should know what to do... hehe.. *evil grin*

update....

2008-04-06T22:06:00.003+08:00

I'm such a clumsy freak recently... Been hurting myself here and there esp my legs... More and more blue black can be seen... think ppl will tot i kana torture... :( Hurt myself AGAIN today... Was looking for shampoo for dear dear...

When i was showing him the shampoo which i was holding on, i duno how come e shampoo slip off my hands and land RIGHT on my foot... It was freaking hurt, then i saw a cut on my foot... Next i saw blood... I swear i can't be any clumsier than this... I think i need to bai tu di gong to protect mi from all this clumsy shit...

But had a great time shopping for stuffs with dear at NTUC... haha.. Oh ya, i didn't went Ikea today coz dear and mi dun have much time to go... But we are planning to go there next week... Hopefully, we will do so... :)

Both my kaki seems to be very troubled... Hope things will get better for them soon... Jia You...

KTV time

2008-04-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

Went singing at Bishan Partyworld yesterday with my bunch of colleague... Mi, my kaki and my AM was really high... Sorry, i think my AM is ESPECIALLY high ah... haha... i think his job really too stressful liao... haha... But really have lots of fun singing with them...

Woke up at 5 plus AM today to prepare to go pray my ancestors... FREAK... i tot the whole thing will end in 2-3hrs later... End up i get to go home at 10 plus AM... coz all the waiting here and there for my relative, so i duno why my mum so gan chiong wake mi up den end up waiting so long for the others...

I'm slightly pissed off coz i dun have enough SLEEP... I was like once i got chance to sit in a comfortable position, i started to doze off... Can you imagine how sleepy am i?? haha...

Luckily, after that i went dear house to get a 3 hours of beauty sleep... hoho... Dear bought mi to J8 to have Sakae Sushi... Mood level INCREASE... haha... I think dear is my natural happy pill with no harmful chemical... haha...

Alright, i need to get somemore sleep... Will be going IKEA tml... *excited*

updated pix...

2008-04-04T00:05:00.003+08:00

Hey guys... i have uploaded my pix on my multiply... Click here to view the pix for our Humpz outing... haha...

Those who du wan to take the pix from my multiply, let mi know... i will send to ur email... but will take sometime... haha... sorry...

Yan... when will u be uploading e pix u took with ur camera... i'm waiting... haha...

update

2008-04-01T20:55:00.002+08:00

Alright...my macbook is finally working again... haha...

29March08

Met up with my all-time favourite gang, my batch of dancemates... Went for dinner at Parkmall Fish&Co and then was chilling time at TCC... Done alot of catching up with them, really feel like the same old days when we are at dance...

Really miss those times where we go out for performances or dance in school, never-ending laughter coming out from everyone... Esp our dear suiyan with her as usual stunning laughter... haha...

30March08

Was slacking at home all the way till 2pm plus den dear came to fetch mi down to body shop sales and it was the last day of sale... Bought quite a few stuffs, but not a gd experience.... coz mi n dear was being squeeze like a pancake by WOMENS coming from all directions... haha...

Dear was sweet, keep helping mi to keep a lookout of the popular product that most ppl are getting and also help mi to squeeze with those WOMENS to get the stuffs i wan... *Deeply appreciated* After getting my stuffs, then was home sweet home and get ready for my yoga lesson...

31March08

Took a few pix during lunchtime, didn't really take much coz our ren-ge say his hair messy... haha... So have to wait till his hair nice nice den we can take more 'formal' pixs... haha...

Today

My turn to do email, almost gone crazy with the mails... haha... luckily, all my colleague came to save mi... Everyone helps mi to clear a lil mails, den i manage to complete my email before i knock off... Team work is POWERFUL... haha....

Step up 2 the streets

2008-03-29T00:40:00.005+08:00

I have FIN.... FINALLY watch Step Up 2 The Streets... It's a freaking CAN'T-MISS-IT show... Keep feel like moving with the dancers in the show when watching them dance...

It's really been freaking long since i last wear my dancing shoes... Gonna start wearing it soon and go dancing with my humps gal & guys... haha...

Alright, having lots of fun today during lunch break.. Brought my camera for lunch to take pixs with my kaki... haha... i think this is really fun esp with my damn ON kaki... haha...

Oh ya... someone wants me to tag those pix as yan dao kai acting dumb... So frenz let's make a guess on who is the 'yan dao kai' that suggest this, alright??? haha...

Pinko will now present the pix tagging yan dao kai acting dumb...

So let's guess is the 'yan dao kai' the one on my left or right??? :)

Update

2008-03-26T17:42:00.004+08:00

Been unable to update my blog for the past few days due my mac adapter is unable to function AGAIN... Not to worry coz i have send it for replacement today, hopefully i can get the new one by tml or fri.. :)

Shall start with some update on past few days event...

22March08

Went Singapore Zoo with dear. Though it sound bored and childish, we seriously enjoy ourselves alot... I think both of us didn't really look at all the animals in the past like we do that day... Was amazed by some of the animals.. haha...

I think it is also the first time that we came in contact with bats in such a close distance... Dun worry, it's all vegetarian bats... haha... U will be amazed by how far they can stretch their wings...

Click here to see the pic i took from Zoo...

23March08

Dumb dumb dear keep hinting me to use his computer when i reach his room... Immediately, i know he got something to show mi... So i use his computer den went to view my blog and saw his mushy post.. haha... *pai seh* I'm sorry for the mushy post of his if it makes u feel uncomfortable.. haha...

Though he has always written alot of this mushy stuffs either by sms, notepad or letter, but he never once fail to touched me with all this stuffs... Maybe bcoz i'm too easy to get touched... haha... Although i really feel pai seh, it really bring a BIG BIG smile on my face... haha...

24March08

Went work with realise all my kaki did turn up for work due to MC & AL.. So my boring day begin... Actually still quite worried that i need to go lunch alone, but luckily my colleague Cheng was arranged to have lunch with mi.. So i ain't that lonely.. haha...

25March08

Glad that all my kaki was back to accompany mi for work... haha... But the day was spoiled by a stupid caller, freaking irritating fellow... Feeling like giving him 2 times slap.. *cool down*

Today

Hoho.. it's my off day today... Finally got 1 day can slp till 10 plus den wake up... Slack for awhile and off i go to get my mac adapter replace and to meet my kaki for lunch..

After that, went over to Dear house to look after our bao bei Max coz he's sick.. poor thing, glad that he's fine now.. Still jumping happily ard the house... haha... Alright, i am now still slacking at dear house... Will be going for dinner soon.. :)

Yes, important.. for frenz who is also playing viwawa, let mi know ok... I recently also addicted to it esp sushido.. haha...

Some random pix before i go for dinner...

To my lovely bao bei

2008-03-23T00:51:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone. Firstly, this is not Pinko, it's Junius here. Got something to tell her.

Dear Darling and everyone reading this,

It's been a long time since i wrote something like this for Pinko. I remembered i used to send love 'notepads' to her using MSN (those notepad you used in computers). Firstly i would like to express how happy and grateful i am that i have you. I would have never been the person today without you. I changed from someone who only knew how to play and fool around to someone who thinks for his family and his future. If it wasn't for you i would not have worked and found out how hard a life is it for you in the past. Do you still remember the time i told you when the taxi driver asked me why is it that i worked part time? It was because of you.

There is really so many things that i thought i wouldn't have been but you changed it all for the better. I still remember how hard was it for us during the start of our relationship with all the family problems we've been having (Pinko's family forbidden her to have a relationship) but i told myself i had to have the courage to step up and face your mum and dad and that i did. Many thought we couldn't last but we proved them wrong.

It's already been 3 years and counting. Thinking back i remembered the times when we were so down we would cry to each other on the phone. But never at all i would have thought of leaving you. I believe perseverance is the key for me to hold on to you as tight as i could all these years. The thought of living a day without you makes me feel lost. 'Don't find a person you can live with. Find someone you can't live without.' I believe that i've found the one.

To everyone, i really feel that it's not easy to have a relationship work out. I believe that a relationship is not measured by time but by the times that we had gone through together, whether rain or shine. To me Pinko changed my life all for the better, made me a better person. Things are working out for us and i hope it does too for all our friends. Pinko had made a deep impact on my life as well as my family. I don't think Max (my brother, the dog) would ever want her gone too.

I will continue to strive hard to give you everything you need. This year, almost if not all of your wishes or wants are achieved "look on the left"(camera, ferris wheel, zoo, hong kong{soon}) all i got left is to give you all my love. I will continue to work hard and aim towards making you happier than ever.

I dropped a tear in the ocean, the day i will stop loving you is the day you could find that tear in the ocean. I'll always be there for you darling.

By the way, i thought everybody should know this. It's Pinko that asked me for the start of relationship, not me! She's been telling lies cause she is shy. Haha! Anyway, 2nd October 2004 12.26am is the time that i'll never forget in my life.

Love,
Junius Chia

Singapore flyer

2008-03-22T02:22:00.006+08:00

Alright... As promised, i'll now present the pix i took from Singapore Flyer... haha... Enjoy~~

Really enjoy the ride esp when you get to view the night scenery of 'almost' the whole singapore... haha... But i would really prefer if i could have the whole cabin all for myself and dear... haha...

Dear dear and my wish now is to take all the ferries wheel in the whole and of cos, we are toking about those large one which is comparable to singapore flyer... I bet the scenery will also be so nice or even better... haha...

Overall, this singapore flyer ride is cool but kinda of too slow... Nevertheless, the feelings is dope... haha...

gd fri

2008-03-21T14:58:00.006+08:00

It's finally good friday which means i dun have to work... haha...

Went party world to sing with dear dear again... haha... Now back at home resting and get ready for tonight Singapore Flyers and movie... haha...

Alright, shall upload more pix i took today... haha...

Mmm... got nothing to do so took some shot on my shoes collection... haha.... Actually was a lil surprised coz i didn't realised i have so many shoes at home coz i everytime only wear the same old few pairs of shoes... haha...

Alright... i shall go rest now and get ready for Singapore flyer tonight... Will upload more pix soon... stay tune... haha...

Pix

2008-03-19T19:07:00.006+08:00

Alright... I'm able unable to upload 2 pix that is taken from my new camera. Coz i duno why i'm unable to upload those pix which i have rotate nicely in my post. The pix keep appearing to be the way they are in the first place when i upload. :(

ferries wheel here i come

2008-03-16T23:26:00.004+08:00

Had a great singing session with yiren, zhiyuan & his gf today... haha... Things got slightly high when dear n yiren sing 'i dun wanna miss a thing' by aerosmith... haha... gd that he is not shy to sing with them... :)

Dear been sweet... haha... he knew that i've been wanting to take singapore flyers so he booked 2 tix for it on the 21March08... i'm soo excited about it... haha... so actually dear do really my blog which means my blog ain't my lil secret place to scold him... haha... i'm just kidding..

I must da qi jing shen lai and wake up slightly early for work... hopefully i can wake up at least 10 mins earlier?? hoho... hopefully... haha...

To dear, i really appreciate all the things that you have done for me throughout the times we've been together... I'll love you always... :) *shy* hopefully no one is puking in front of their computer after reading this... hoho...

meh birthday

2008-03-13T22:39:00.003+08:00

Been like super damn suay recently... Hope all bad things has been washed away by the rain this few days... haha...

When will the rain stop, been raining non-stop... i dun like coz i'm like sooo lazy to bring umbrella out... haha...

Went meh house with my sis to celebrate her birthday... Had a fun time, teasing each other and looking at the pics we took in the past...

Times really flies... from the day i first be her frenz till now... we been frenz for like 7 years le... from plain schoolmates till soul mates... haha...

Hope meh look at my blog, but i doubt so... I so feel like telling her i wanna be her soulmates forever and i hope she feel the same way too... hoho... mushy... haha...

happy post

2008-03-12T23:22:00.002+08:00

Someone say recently my post very sianz coz all my post say how irritating is my day... So i shall try to post something happier... haha...

Rain rain go away... Raining is soo a bad thing, it's been keeping mi to stay in bed everyday till i almost late for my work... haha... I'm so tempted to just stay in bed, enjoy the rain and my sleep... :)

Days been crazy with mummy's silly doing... She's been so over-cheerful till the extreme recently... Her silly doing been making mi and my sis laughing mad but also feel damn buai tahan lah... coz she's like so proud that her silly doing can make us laugh... Simple mummy... haha...

Bored is the only i can think of for work today... My entertaining colleague both not at work today and may not be seeing them till nx week i guess... haha... Hope work pass fast tml...

Bad day...

2008-03-11T21:00:00.005+08:00

This few days has bad... I think Mr Bad Luck & Lil Miss Blur has make frenz with mi since sun... Bad things been happening to mi, making mi damn moody... Dark clouds all over my head... God, please make them all go away... :(

I miss my dear dear so much... :(

I think i should stop buying high heels, they been killing my feet... Freaking hurt...

camera!!!

2008-03-09T23:50:00.004+08:00

Alright... just some random updates on past few days...

Work seems as busy as EVER... Caller been killing my brain cells in the speed of 1000000cells/min... I think 2 days rest for weekend is SO not enough to replenish my duno how many millions of brain cells that has been killed for the past five days...

Highlight of the week, caller seems to be extremely nasty which i duno like what got into their brain to make them so irritating...

Here comes to my exciting topic... MI & Dear FINALLY got camera for ourselves from the IT show on sat... Latest Panasonic FX36... hoho... Though it's quite ex, but we truly LOVE our new camera... haha... The design i think is sleek and as for the function, it can say to be a super idiot proof camera...

Coz just by switching on to its intelligent mode, u dun even have to bother to switch to night mode on your own for night shot... This camera is so smart that it will detect the surrounding and adjust in between different scene mode... My camera is so cool.... haha...

Today, i can say it's a freaking-piss-off-pinko day... i'm like gotta so piss off by my younger sis and the stupid new sim card... I got this brand NEW SIM card and i insert it into my handphone... I on my phone and been waiting like an idiot for ten over mintues for my phone to startup... At first, i tot that it was my phone that give mi problem again, who know it's e stupid new SIM card... ARG...

WHY IS THIS STUPID THING HAPPENING ON ME!!!!!! I have to like go all the way down to their service centre in town to solve this problem bcoz they give mi a duno-what-happen new SIM card for my phone... ARG!!! Feel like smashing the phone onto the wall... I'm so freaking irritated...

I think i need to go get some herbal tea. I must be too heaty that makes mi so bad temper today.. I think i better go sleep now and hopefully everything can turn out to be fine by TOMORROW... *pray*

update

2008-03-04T21:07:00.006+08:00

Actually plan to go gym today, but plan changed coz my colleague last min can't make it... I think i really need to go exercise liao or else my tum tum will get bigger n bigger... *crazy*

Work been madness again... Caller was crazy and i think they are trying to drive mi crazy... haha... Calls been coming in like mad, just like the caller... Been irritated by few caller... *roar*

:) dear will be having his nights off tml... hoho... finally can get to see him liaoz... *grin*

Oh, i'm like sooo excited about sat coz i'm FINALLY getting my camera... hoho... will definitely snap some pix using my camera and upload it on sat... haha... *waiting*

*credit to threemoresteps

Shopping again

2008-03-02T22:06:00.004+08:00

Went marina square with my aunt and sister today... We treated my aunt to secret recipe to celebrate her birthday.. Though there was sale here and there, we didn't manage to get anything we like...

After the meal, i went down to causeway point with my sis coz she need to get her school workbook... :) Glad that we went there, coz i gotta a blue top and ferries wheel model...

You know, those wooden thingy which u can fix up and become house or whatever thing... Actually we plan to do up the ferries wheel model on our own, but it's sold out... So we bought the do-up model which is like so damn nice...

Come to think of it... I've been always fantasize about taking ferries wheel with my love one... Then when it reach the top, it's like so romantic siaz... Coz u have ur loved ones by ur side viewing down so damn nice view of the city... hohoho.... *excited*

Actually i've been looking forward to take Singapore Flyer till the day Zhi yuan told mi that 1 cabin is for 28 px... So damn sian diao... :( So my wish is to take those tall tall ferries wheel with cabin for 2 px... hehe... Alright, shall share the pix of my very nice ferries wheel model... :)